The Truth Untold

l. lie to me ( namjin )

Kazhinja kurach minute aayi jin phone il thanne nokki irikkan thudangitt. Table il ozhinja wine bottle um athinod aduth kudich pakuthikk vecha wine ozhicha glass um.

"  He looks so happy "  ( he sighs )

Phone lock cheyyth table ilekk vech jin sofa yilekk chaari kidannu.

LA yile aadhyathe offline concert inu shesham thirike korea yil ethi quarantine il irikkan thudangiyitt ithippol 4 divasam.

" LA " ( he mumbled.he had a bitter smile on his face )

oorkuvan orupadu ormakal sammanicha idam. Rand varshathe kaathiruppinu oduvil kittiya aadhya offline concert. Army thanna best birthday surprises athinte sandhosham maarunathinu munb thanne athinekal valiyoru surprise back stage il jinineyum kathirikunundayi.

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" Hyung.... Meet my fiance...yes.. Hyung we're getting engaged soon.. "

concert inte last dhivasam back stage ilekk vanna namjoon inu oppam  kayyum hold cheyyth ayalum koode undayi. Joon ella members inu munbil vech aa news announce cheyythappol ellavarum surprised aayi pakshe jin.. He got shocked more like hurt.
Oru nimisham avante hridhayam nilachath pole thonni. he can feel the wound inside his heart its start to bleed. the pain is real he felt his legs were shaking avan veenupokathe irikkan aduthu ninna hobiye murukke pidichu. Onnum mindan pattatha avastha

" w.. wow.. Hm.. Con.. Congrats.. Namjoon aah.. ( jin shake his hand with joon)

Kurach samayam koodi aa kayykal ath pole hold cheyyan kazhinjirunnu enkil...
Ithrayum naal aa kayykal avante kayyinullil bhathram aayirunnu now it's time. Time to let go those hands now on it's not belongs to him never again. At that moment when jin pulled back his hands from namjoons hold he felt his soul left he can't see anything his vision is getting blur.

" thanks hyung " ( joon smiled )

Namjoon jin inte kannukalilekk nokki pakshe jin ini aa nottathe neridaan pattumayirunilla. Iniyum nokkiyaal orupakshe ellavarudeyum munnil jin brokedown aayi pogum.

" nj.. Njan.. Ippol varam.. " ( jin clear his throat and put a fake smile on his lips then left from there)

Hobi jin inu purake restroom ilekk vannu

" Jin Hyung... "

( jin dhiruthikk kann thudach thirinj nokki )

" aah jjwahope.. "  ( rand kayyum neeti chirich kond hobiyude aduthekk nadannu )

" Hyung.. Please.. ( hobi oru kayy kond aa hug ine block cheyyth )
Ee abhinayam onn nirth. Enikk ariyam hyung inu joonie ne ishttam aanenn ithrayum hurt aayitum engane ingane perumaran pattunu..? Onnullelum avan eppozhum nammude koode alle undayirunne orikal engilum onn paranjoodarunno ishttam aanenn... Oru pravisham enkilum..??  ( hobi felt angry and disappointment at the same time)

( jin was shocked how could he know..? He thought )

" Enikk engane ariyam ennano chindhikunath..? Hyung marann poyenkil njan oormipikkam. Njan ente hyung ine kaanan thudangitt 8 varsham aayi "

Jin oodi vann hobiye hug cheyyth karayan thudangi kurach neram aarum onnum mindiyilla. After sometimes they pulled back

" hyung joon avide indakum vaa ini enkilum avanode para "

Hobi jin inte kayyum pidich nadakkan thudangi pakshe jin kayy veedipich

" venda hobi ini ath sheriyavilla "

" enth sheriyakillann..?  Onn paranj nokku..

Jin hobide kayy vittit roominu purathekk nadakkan thudangi.

" hyung.. Njan parayunnath ketille..?? Entha sheriyakathe...??? "
( hobi jin inte kayyil pidich nirthi )

" KAARANAM ENIKK PEDI AAYIRUNNU.......ENIKK PEDI AAYIRUNNU... NJAN ATH PARANJAAL ATH AVAN ENGANE EDUKKUM ENN....... INI ENIKK MAATHRAME AA FEELINGS ULLO ENN..... ENIKK AVANTE FRIEND SHIP NASHTTAM AAKUMO ENN ITHOKKE OORTHAPPOL... ENIKK PARAYAN THONNI ILLA "  ( he crying and yelled at hobi )

" you are a coward hyung.....
ippol nokk hyung friendship nashttam aakumo enn pedich hyung sherikkum enthanu nashtta peduthiyath enn nokk...  Inim late aayitilla para hyung chenn para nammade joon alle.. Hyung hyung inu onnum thonunille avane ingane mattoralumayi kanumbol..?

" hobi... * jin hobide shoulder il randum kayy vech * enne kond aavilla ninakk kaanan vayye avaru.... AVAN happy aanu.. Ini athinte idayil njan... Venda avan ath ariyanda " ( jin wiped his own tears )

( hobi jin inte kayyi thatti maati roominu purathekk nadannu vaathilil ethi jin ine thirinj nokki )

" jeevithathil pinnid orikal avanod ith thurann parayathe poyallo enna thinte peril vishamikkendi varathirikatte "
( athrem paranj hobi roominte kathak adach irangi poyi )

Jin felt cold he grab his knee on his chest and cry hard.

Aa oru situation il ninnum raksha pedan vendiyan ellavarum trip pokan nirbandhichittum ath kelkkathe thirike ponnath.

Enitt ippozhum... Ethrayokke marakkan sramichittum.......He looked at the ceiling a tear rush down on his cheeks.

*beep sound *

Jin phone kayyil eduth nokki.

* rkive post a new photo on instagram *

Jin ini hridhayathil oru bhaaram ullath pole thonni

* you have one new messages *

Hope 🌻

Hyung... Are you alright..?

Jin

Am going to be fine...

Like always...🎭

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