Here's a big fat thanks
To the exes who I shall not name
Thank you so damn much
For making me not trust when it comes to love
I know I deserve so much more
Than anyone of you could give
But I keep pushing away
Every guy that comes my way
I don't do it intentionally
I really do want forever and always
But my brain and heart like to battle it out
And my guard goes up
As I'm reminded of the ups and downs
Each and everyone of you put me through
