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Here I was sitting at my desk drawing- well trying.. No matter how hard I tried I failed.. Have I lost my only talent?
I started to panic.
I sat their trying to draw but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't.
My room was a mess by now. My bin was full with sheets of paper to the point it over fills. There were paper all around me.
I couldn't seem to bring myself to drawing.
I tried again
"fuck! "
I threw the paper away
I tried another time
"OMFG IT'S WRONG AGAIN! "
I said practically screaming.
I was mad.
"I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT GOD DAMMIT! "
I shout out of anger and throw the cup of pencils and the book on the ground.
I tear up.
I can't even stop the tears at this point.
I'm too mad.
I cut myself on the table while trying to get up
"GOD DAMMIT! "
I shout again filled with rage.
I fall down on the floor near the bin full of pages giving up at this point to even stand up.
I sit on the ground legs crossed and face covered by my arms.
I sobbed into my arms feeling.. Well.. As I do everything wrong.
I hear a knock on the door.
Vi: y/n are you okay? I hear bangs and screams from up here.
I stay silent.
I don't feel like talking. At all.
Vi: y/n?..I'm concerned are you okay..
If I ignore her she'll be even more worried.
Y/n: I'M FINE! LEAVE ME ALONE!
I say clearly sounding like I am crying which was- not how I was trying to sound like.
Vi:.. No you're not.. Can I please come in..
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Y/n: fine! You can come in!
I say regretting the Disicion I made.
She walks in and sees me on the ground burrying my face in my hands and paper everywhere.
She quickly walks to me and hugs me tightly.
We stayed like that for a few seconds before she speaked again.
Vi:..what happened?..
She asks in a soft tone
Y/n: I just-.. I was trying to draw but I-i couldn't!..
"..I can't do anything right.."
I mumbled under my breath.
Vi turned me around to face her.
Vi: that's not true! Your amazing and talented! You just need a little brake from drawing. You've been doing it for 3 whole weeks none stop. You just need to have a bit of rest from the whole drawing thing.
She says softly kissing my forehead.
Y/n:..i guess..
I say still upset but not crying anymore.
Vi: come on let's get you to bed.
She says slightly smileing.
She gets up and pulls me up with her.
We walk over to my bed and I lay down and go under the blanket.
Vi lays down next to me and she hugs me.
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I HOPE THIS WAS GOOD ENOUGH LOL
(BTW THE REASON I'M POSTING CHAPTERS SO OFTEN IS CUZ I'M BORED AND I HAVE THE COURAGE TO, WHICH IS RARE FOR ME TO HAVE.)
