toxic love/ rafe cameron

do i tell them?

i woke up at 8:30 in Rafes bed, you don't understand how fast I looked at his bedside table clock and tiptoed into Sarah's room, I slowly laid beside Sarah and tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about what Rare said last night did he actually have feelings for me?

I laid on my phone for the next hour and a half and then Sarah finally woke up

sarah- morning
y/n- morning sunshine, i'm going to go make a ice coffee do you want one?
sarah- yes please make sure you add some vanilla in it please

I got out of her bed and walked out of her room, I walked down into the kitchen. I was still in my pj pants and my black bralet, Topper and keelce where already up and where playing video games already in the lounge area.

y/u- do you guys want a ice coffee?

they both nodded and said "yeah cheers"

I started making all of our ice coffees and I definitely made sure that I added some vanilla in mine and Sarah. Rafe started walking down the stairs and said morning to the boys and then walked in to the kitchen. Topper and Keelce where both staring at Rafe and i in a suspicious way.

y/n- what?!
keelce- you too have fun last night?
rafe- what are you on about
Topper- keelce amd i woke up around the same time last night around 1 and all we could hear was.

"OHH YEAH RAFE YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD" topper said while laughing

rafe and i looked at each other and then them and we both said don't know what your talking about?

the boys look back at us and just gave us the eye and started laughing. I finished making all of the coffees and gave one to all three of the boys and started walking back upstairs into Sarah's room for her.

Sarah- what are they all going on about
y/n- ohh i really don't know to be honest

Sarah and i drank most of our coffees and just sat in bed for a while talking and on our phones.

while we where sitting in bed there was a knock and it was rafe.

sarah- come in
rafe- hey uhh sorry umm y/n wanna come out with me for a bit?

i looked at sarah and sarah looked at me

sarah- yes she does
y/n- umm yeah okay let me just get changed and i'll meet you in a sec

rafe nodded his head and walked back out.
sarah- hmm what was that about?
y/n- don't know
sarah- y/n be honest with me, i know you have been screwing my brother for the past 3 months and it's fine, and if you guys like eachother i will support you both.

y/n- wtf how did you know
sarah- by the way you look at eachother and topper and keelce told me a while ago

y/n- omg sarah im sorry
sarah- y/n it's fine, i have wanted you guys to get together for ever, now fo and get ready and you can wear what ever too you want.

I looked through Sarah's wardrobe and found a really nice pink pretty boob tube that went right above my belly button and I wore denim shorts, I said thank you to Sarah and sprayed some of her perfume on and started walking downstairs to meet rafe.

y/n- ready!
rafe- dam you look hot

topper sarah and keelce all looked at us and said "get a room"

we walked out of the house laughing and got into the car and started just talking about random things. I actually like being with rafe, i feel like he treats me right and i think i'm starting to like him.

We drove for another 10 minutes and then got to this really cute beach little restaurant and sat outside waiting for our waiter.

y/m- aww stop this is so cute, i have never been here

rafe- almost as cute as you, but anyway i want to talk to you about us and about last night.

I feel like we could break the awkwardness with a knife luckily the waiter came over and asked us what we wanted I got a fruit salad with a mango juice and rafe got the same but with a water.

rafe- you know what I'm like you know I don't ever have girlfriends or ever really catch feelings but for some reason I do for you.
y/n- to be honest i feel the same way
rafe- really?
y/n- yeah i have felt like this for a week or two now but ever since last night and you said you think you like me i think it just sat in.

rafe- so what are we going to do?
y/n- well most people know we have a lot of sexual tension and a lot of people already think that we are a thing and we basically are, so what about we just don't put any labels on it but everyone basically knows that we're kinda together.

rafe- yeah good idea, most people know already anyways but what are you going to tell the pouges?

y/n- shit!, I didn't think about them and I'll tell them in a couple of hours hopefully they take it well.

we finished all of our food and go back in the car and started driving back to the cameron's, I grabbed all of my things and said bye to everyone and told them I was gonna go talk to the pouges  because I haven't seen them in awhile.

I got in my car and started driving to the john bs because i knew everyone would be there, as soon as I know I'm already at John B's. I walked in and said hi to everyone and sat on the couch surrounded by everyone.

y/n- i need to tell you all something, so to be honest me and rafe have  been seeing each other for the past three months not like seeing seeing each other but with basically been fuck buddies

jj- i don't think i want to know this

y/n- no you guys do, last night I was at the Cameron's, and rave and I slept with each other again and he told me that he thinks he has feelings for me. And this morning we went out to a cute little restaurant and we kind of our official but we're not official at the same time we aren't putting any labels on it but we're seeing each other. if you guys know what I mean?

all of the Pogues looked at me and surprised and kie looked at me and happiness.

pope- are you sure about this?
jj- y/n you have to be careful with him.
john b- his going to hurt you

y/n- guys I really want to try this out with both of us because I actually think I really like him and if he hurts me he hurts me and will be quits.

they all looked at me with a smile and gave me a nod kinda meaning like they approve.