ATEEZ ONESHOTS

Still with you|Jungkook

It was a very quiet night. The street lamps kept on flicking on and off. Me with my converse shoes, black sweater and grey pants, was walking along the quiet streets of Busan. I had no destination, but I made a wild thought on dropping by at the local bar.

The sound of classical music rang straight into my ears as I pushed opened the bar doors. The smell of wine and liquor made my sleepy state fade off in a blink of an eye. It's been quite some time since I quit drinking, but tonight, I decided to let alcohol drain my sorrows.

I asked for 2 small shots and quickly gulped it down my non thirsty throat. I was swallowing all the sorrows I had in mind, causing me to taste a slightly bitter feeling between the sweet wine. My mind was still straight as I clearly understood what people were babbling about around me. Some were laughing and most of them seemed to have a great time.

I was jealous of the happiness other people had. My whole life was starting to crumble as I thought on how much time I could put myself together. 50% of me was drunk in a non-alcohol of bitter thoughts as I heaved deeply the crispy night air.

Not long, I saw a very young lad in front of the stage by the corners of my eyes. His hand was holding the mic stand as I assumed he was about to express himself by singing. The young lad was very fine and very gorgeous. Him up there caught hundreds of pairs of eyes staring at him. By the snap of his finger, the music started to play it's part.

I guess it was a music that he composed by himself as the rhythm sound unfamiliar to my music industry ears. It was very catchy, aesthetic and soothing. The mood matched with the low dim lights of the bar, as some people began to sway themselves to the dance floor.

I couldn't deny, it was very heavenly.  Matched to his angel like vocals, this young lad had won most of the ladies' hearts in the bar. Most of them got on their feet, trying to get to this beautiful human. What caught me the most was the lyrics. Very well written and very well expressed.

"In a rapturous memory
The rain pours even when I dance alone
By the time this mist clears
I'll run with my feet wet
So hug me then"

I couldn't stop feeling the lyrics. This lad knew how to deliver such a song when my mood was so into this masterpiece. As I looked more into his doe eyes, he did the same. As he kept delivering the song, his eyes were just locked with mines. I could feel his gaze upon me. More like a spell. I couldn't find a way out of the attractive doe eyes. He's beautiful. His appearance is just beautiful. 

I wasn't sure how many minutes passed, since I was drunk into this lad's gaze. He soon finished his aesthetic song and went backstage. I quickly snapped out and that's when I noticed what I need, more like what I want. I want to meet him. His soul somehow tells me that we have the same unlucky grief.

The young lad wore his coat and pushed the door to escape to the world of reality. I stood on my feet and rushed to follow him outside. As I pushed the door, he was no where in the reach of my sight. Where is he? I want to meet this angelic soul. My eyes quiver as I can't even see his trace formed by the muddy puddles. I was upset as I lost the chance to meet him.

Mother nature decided to accompany my sad feelings by pouring down little droplets from the night sky. I was devastated. I had a feeling to come here after a long time as I sensed that someone, at least someone could prevent me by breaking down. I was having a tough and unfair life, but I seem not to find a way out. My heart was crumbled into pieces of broken glass.

I turned behind to make way and was ready to return back to hell. But a shadow stopped me. He was holding an umbrella above my head preventing the droplets falling on top of me. I looked up and found the pair of doe eyes I have been searching. His eyes contain more than I expected, as he began to walk with me along the quiet and damp streets.