alone & living

chapter 3

As Kayla was trying to sleep she couldn't help but think about her past , & really how bad it was for her school life.
For five consecutive years & possibly more Kayla was bullied. She was told things like "Your the ugliest girl here", "why are you so ugly", "can you not be so ugly", & uglier things like that. But all those years for days & days really did take a toll on her.
She never knew what to do, she always knew no matter what she did or wore they would still tell her mean things. Following these years still being called all these names was still effecting her, still having a small thought of being accepted. Yet towards the end of 5th grade year things were getting worse.

One day for P.E. Kayla had to do something called fitness testing, when the day to cake do to height & weight she was nervous? Once she came the point of being next she got more nervous, she was 5'1 in height, and then came the moment. The weight part, she stepped in the scale, and for her thinking sadly she came in weighing at 100 pounds.
This for her was a awakening moment for her, all those years finally making their way to her all at once! Then came one of the biggest realization moment , that was the start of her eating disorder, she started to think maybe if she was skinnier than maybe she would be prettier.
That day changed her life.

Kind of a shorter update, but I don't know if you guys know, but all this is very true, based on someone's life. Hopefully it was enough to get you guys to want to read my story more ((: