A Smile That Hides The Pain. (Y.JIMIN)

CHAPTER 9:Hospitalised

Y/n could feel it. The flowers, coming up her throat. She ran over to the bathroom, as fast as she can.

Y/n made it to the bathroom just in time. “I can't deal with this anymore!” Y/n said. She then called Winter to let her know what is happening.

Winter notified her dad and Y/n went back to hospital.

She looked over her shoulder in the mirror and saw Karina.

Y/n couldn't deal with this right now so she ran out past Karina.

“Thank you again Ryujin.”-Y/n said.

“I guess it's fine.”-Ryujin replied in a grumpy voice.

“So remind me again what happened Y/n?”-Winter asked in her usual soft, calm voice. She had gotten used to the situation already.

“Ok, so we were playing as usual and the match finished and I thought that Karina wasn't here today but it turns out that she was and she was watching me from the opposite side once I had sat down, then I felt a sharp prickle in my throat so I ran to the bathroom, I don't think the stuff that your dad gave me doesn't work as well with the person actually there...”-Y/n explained.

“Ok, ok, ok, calm down Y/n. Your talking to fast.”-Winter said.

“Okay sorry ”-Y/n's voice was croaky.

Ryujin completely ignore them, blocking the conversation that Winter and Y/n were having.

“Ok, were here.”-Ryujin said.

“Thank you.”-Y/n replied.

“Now make sure you come out with good news!”-Ryujin's voice was very serious.

She was the type of person that can joke around a lot but can get really mad at you and can be really scary when she wants to.

“See you later Ryujin.”-Winter and
Y/n said simultaneously. Ryujin waved.

They made it into the hospital and
Y/n couldn't walk properly at this point.

Y/n knew that there was very little chance of the surgery going well and actually working, but she had faith in the doctors and surgeons here.

She went to get checked in with Winter and sat in the waiting room.

“Wait here.”-Winter said.

Y/n nodded. She came back a few minutes later with two cups, one was filled with some sort of energy drink and the other just filled with water.

It was about 20 minutes before the doctor actually came in and took Y/n.

Once she got into her room, she texted her mother and Hesseo, just to tell then that she was doing fine.

She then checked Instagram and there was a new post from Somi and Yuna.

Somi post, Yuna filming somi raging at a game, Y/n chuckled softly. And Yuna's post was the same video.

The doctor came in but this time it wasn't Winter's father, it was someone else.

He was very tall and had broad shoulders. “Hello.... Uh Y/n is it?”-Asked the deep gravelly voice.

“Y-Yes sir.”-Y/n replied wryly.

“Ok then, why don't i tell you what's going to happen from here out.”-Said the doctor.

Y/n nodded.

“So, you need to have surgery or the harsh truth is that your going to die.”

Y/n felt herself start to tear up. She was just happy that Winter wasn't in the room when he was explaining this.

“Are you willing to have the flowers surgically removed from your body? The only twist is that it's going to get rid of your feelings..”-The doctor explained.

Y/n hesitated for a moment, and asked: “G-get rid of m-my f-feelings?” Y/n's face was streaming with salty tears.

The doctor nodded. “Unfortunately that is what's going to happen if you decide to have surgery.”-The doctor went to explain.

“You don't have to, but that is what a lot of people that have Hanahaki go on to do, but if you don't to, i'm not forcing you though.” Y/n nodded along with whatever the doctor was saying.

“Now, I'm going to leave the decision to you. I will leave you for a bit and when you feel ready to answer then you can press the call button and I will come over. No rush!”-The doctor said.

The black haired girl already knew what she was going to do.

“Actually doctor! I have my answer.”-Y/n shouted.

At this point she was surprised that she could shout that.

“Go ahead.”-The doctor said.

“I'm going to have surgery, I don't want to die!” The doctor nodded and walked out of the room carrying a blue clipboard.

Y/n got comfortable in her bed until Winter walked in.

“So have you decided?”-Winter asked.

“I sure have! I'm going to have surgery, I don't want to die. I still have to become the tiny giant!”-Y/n said confidently.

Winter looked at Y/n with a concerned look.

“Are you sure Y/n? You do understand the risk right. And you have to ask your mother for permission.”-Winter asked.

Y/n hadn't really seen Winter get this concerned.

“Absolutely!”-Y/n then, lost her energy.

Winter walked out of the room without saying anything else.

-And it took cutting back the prettiest parts about her to make her realize that she'll doesn't define her for her is more than flesh and bone that cased her beautiful tragedies of her mind and heart.