I can't do it.
I've been trying for so long, but in the end everything is a waste.
Whenever I achieve something, it's always not enough.
If I ask for help and guidance, they always told me to suck it up, then brush it off themselves.
I'm sick of it.
I don't know how much longer I can hold on.
It seems pointless now.
I feel like giving up.
Why won't they understand?
Why can't they understand?
Why am I useless?
Was I not good enough for them?
I'm just so tired of living.
I don't want to die.
I just want to close my eyes and never open them forever.
Perhaps doing self-harm again doesn't seem so bad.
If they find out, they won't even care anyway.
They will just tell me how much of a disappointment I am.
They'll always remind me how I give up so easily, so pathetically.
I don't care anymore.
I want all of this to stop.
I want to quit, let the pain disappear forever.
I don't want to stay anymore.
But I don't want to leave so early.
I just want help, for someone to help me.
Is that too much to ask...?
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Collection of my writings
PoetryCollection of my writings to express my feelings. Writings are based on songs, real life situations, and others.\ Mostly to vent, but that's not a problem. Suggestions are open only if I said it's open. English isn't my first language. There will b...
