xx.
june. 03
6:21 p.m
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tsukishima's heart began pounding in his ears once he saw kuroo's name requesting a call.
he was still mad at him.
it had taken a lot for tsukishima to admit it. just when kuroo had started making him feel safe with him.
the blonde hadn't even come out to his best friend yet. his best friend.
yet he told kuroo, and it seemed as though he didn't take it seriously. it was the first time tsukishima had ever started questioning his feelings and a stupid joke is what he got.
he was hurt.
but he accepted the call.
he stayed silent, letting kuroo speak while he simply listened.
"tsukishima i'm so sorry. i know a simple sorry doesn't cut it. i was an asshole, i know. it was shitty of me to make a joke. i swear that i had no intentions of hurting you, but i did, and i'm truly sorry for that. you probably think i'm lying when i say this, but i'm honestly really proud of you. i know that it takes a lot of courage to come out. i also know that you have to trust someone a lot to tell them, and i completely fucked up. what i said was insensitive and inconsiderate, and fuck do i hate myself for that. and — um — listen, i.. i really like you - platonically- actually that isn't important. i know we haven't been talking for that long but i don't want to lose you.. you actually mean a lot to me. and.. i'm so sorry."
silence filled the line.
then a loud beep.
kuroo looked at his screen.
tsukishima had hung up.
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( i feel like that was a shit apology. i can't figure out how to make it better 😟😟 )
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text me - kurotsuki
Fanfiction- after their match when both teams leave, kuroo begins texting tsukishima 'heyy :)' 'fuck off.' - [ ongoing ! ] [ 12. 18. 21 ] disclaimer; characters may be ooc at times haikyū! does not belong to me cussing (if it wasn't obvious already) ( and so...
