Warnings: mental and physical abuse, alcoholic problems, attempts of suicide, mention of self harm and scars.
Do not read if you don't feel comfortable with any of this.
JAKE'S JOURNAL
Hello, names Jake Wheeler. I am an 14yr old with an "amazing" life. I am living with my alcoholic dad. Lukas Wheeler. He had been alcoholic and abusive since my mom had died in the car accident some years ago. It's tough living with him. Getting beaten up everyday only for his entertainment. Usually people with family problems would be happy to leave their house and go to school get a break from that madness, but that doesn't apply to me. School was horrible. Everyone either picked on me or I was a shadow, my cousins girlfriend, Lexy Cross always picked up on me in all the possible ways. Making my life even more worst then it is. It's not like my Junior cares what his girlfriend does to me.
One of the only reasons I still go to school is a boy in biology class. I've had been in love with him for the beginning of high school. His name is Devon Evens. He is a sweet, popular, handsome boy. We never talked but it's my fault for not gathering the guts to talk to him.
He has a crime channel, he posts on it everyday, I usually listen to it at lunch. Hearing his sweet and firm voice is so relaxing. I wish once we could talk but that would be impossible. He is very popular and I'm a shadow.
Whenever I get back home I hope my dad isn't home. I usually work on my statue, I had been working on it for 3 months, it's almost done. When my dad gets home he normally starts drinking immediately then comes to yell or hit me. The scars I have don't really have the chance to heal since it happens everyday.
I get sick of it more and more. I don't really know what my purpose here is, I tried killing myself sometimes but a certain someone stopped me every time, that someone is Devon. But I still use the knife sometimes to release my anger and stress. It actually helps a lot.
That's all I'm gonna write today. Later, dear diary.
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RomanceJake Wheeler, a 14yr teenager with a lot of family problems had developed a crush on one of his classnames, Devon. Will Jake manage to tell him how he feels? Will Devon manage to keep Jake safe? Will the two end up together? Find out by reading the...
