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Randhir read the letter and fell down on the bed. How could his heart continue to beat when it was so wounded? He took a deep breath and held back his tears as he looked down at the letter again, reading it once more to make sure he had read it correctly.

My Randhir,

I meant it when I told you I loved you. I love you a lot... maybe more than I can ever love anybody. I know you love me too. We can't be together though because my life has become too complicated.

I know it isn't my fault it happened, and no I don't feel disgusted anymore because your touch has washed away all feelings of disgust that had built up inside me. Please understand that I am leaving you not because of what happened... but because it doesn't feel right to be together.

My father is in coma Randhir. He has been for the last two years. After that day when you shocked him so much... I'm not saying it was entirely your fault. It was my fault too. We hid it from him that we were married, but what was the need to do so much drama? You know... there are a lot of things that draw me to you... but I promised my dad one thing when he slipped into a coma. I know he may not have heard me... but I promised that I will live life according to how he wants me to. I will sacrifice everything for him now.

He doesn't want me to be with you... and I am not ready to be vulnerable again. I do trust you, but I still need time to trust myself. I still need time to accept you back. You were the same back then...loving, caring, and then one incident changed everything. I know you believed your father. He raised you, how could you believe anything else? But our love wasn't important to you then, so how could it be important now? Maybe it isn't even important enough to me. Maybe it isn't even my priority.

I'm sorry. I didn't want to wake you up because I was afraid that you would try and stop me... I don't trust myself, I may have even given in and stayed back.

Try to give Sanaya a chance. Maybe you weren't able to tell her that day because you're meant to be with her... maybe destiny didn't want you to leave her.

I am sorry.

Your Sanyukta

One by one, his tears fell on the letter.

"No!" he screamed. "No! I can't lose you again!"

He remembered her words from two years ago. It had been a curse to them.

"I, Sanyukta Agarwal, vow to you Randhir Singh Shekhawat, that I will never ever return to you, even if you fall on your knees begging."

Randhir started to sob uncontrollably.

"I'm begging you Sanyukta. I will fall to your feet and beg you. Please don't leave me... I'll die," he choked. "I won't survive without you. We cursed our lives away already... don't do this again."

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Randhir stood up and wiped away his tears. No. He was not going to let her slip away from him so easily. She had come back into his life, and it was not so she could leave him again. He wouldn't allow her to go anywhere.

He tried to call her phone again, but she didn't answer.

Randhir rushed out of his room towards Aryan's. He knocked on the door, but nobody answered. He ran to the reception of the hotel and asked, "Has Aryan Harshwal checked out?"

"Yes sir, he checked out at around four in the morning," the receptionist informed.

Sanyukta left so early in the morning with Aryan. They must have gone straight to the airport to go back to India. He had to go there.

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