lucas -
we stood there looking at each other for a long time. no one should feel guilty besides me. im the worse person you would ever meet.
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"lucas, may i talk to you, privately?" maya asks, starting to stand.
"of course," i reply, also getting up. i squeeze riley's hand one last time until myself and maya were alone. she locked the door and looked into my eyes with disappointment.
"lucas friar, you and me, besties, but now, what are we? are we enemies or do we mean nothing to each other?" maya questions. i never thought about this deeply. i just thought that we would forgive each other and be friends.
"maya, we can still be friends, just it wont ever be the same between us. do you understand that?" i ask, looking into her icy blue eyes.
"i understand ranger rick," she winks and gives me a little giggle and i couldn't help, but join in.
"everything alright out there?" riley asks, still alone in the room. we both reply in unison. then we look into each other's eyes one last time, but this time it wasn't the same. they leaned in and kissed slow and maya and lucas felt electrified until riley finally opens the door. she is speechless, tears whaling into her eyes.
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maya -
lucas, as in lucas friar kissed me! we got lost and i guess we felt like the world was just the two of us. then riley opens the door and then i know that after the forgiving and all, she regrets it. she runs out the door at lightening speed and lucas and myself yell for her, run for her, but she doesn't look back.
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riley -
how could they? after all we have been through? im sick to my stomach, i just want to die. leave this place. now im the broken one. i sob into my bed and i never left. i heard two knocks on the window and it was both of them. i went over to window just to close them out. i cry hard and i feel like it's time to say goodbye.
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lucas -
i messed up badly. she left me and i am just selfish and an idiot for not letting myself stop. "RILEY MATTHEWS COME BACK TO ME!" i yell from across the hall and she doesn't respond. she is now shutting everyone out.
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"maya im so sorry, again. i shouldn't have kissed you and just wondering did you feel something?" i ask, curious. she nods and smiles.
"ive always liked you friar, but i knew riley liked you too." i cut her off with another kiss, she doesn't stop. riley peeks through her blinds to find us again. she screams and she starts to sob. darn it, i ruined it again. "maya, please don't take this the wrong way, but i don't feel the same with you as when im with riley. she is my angel, i want her," i say. i lean in for one last kiss and we wanted it to last longer.
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riley -
im done. i grab out my blades and i start to cut and now, im depressed again. i can't keep hiding away from the reality of my two best friends liking each other and then me in the background. whatever me and lucas were, is just another dream...
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maya -
we didn't have any other choice. we had to do what was best for my friend, riley...
| end of chapter 6 |
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Romanceriley matthews: 8th grade sweetheart and miss popular maya hart: 8th grade hottie and miss overprotective lucas friar: 8th grade mr. gentlemen and independent farkle minkus: 8th grade mr. inspiration and amazing with words cory matthews and topanga...
