Lets Get Down And F**k Some More (Nathan Sykes FanFic)

Part 3

The next day I wake up in bed back at the hotel, my pillow covered in make up from where I lay and cried myself to sleep last night. After what happened in the bathrooms with Nathan I couldn't stay and fake a smile the whole night, I stayed for a bit but the sight of Lindsay all over Nathan made me want to be sick, all I could think of is "That should be me" it's a feeling I haven't known that well, a feeling of jealousy, jealous that Lindsay was with Nathan. Watching Nathan's hand rest on Lindsay's thigh as everyone celebrated Lindsay trapping Nathan into a life that he didn't want made me feel physically sick and I just wanted to slap Lindsay even more than ever before. I wish I could save Nathan from this but how? He would never leave her now she's pregnant. I made up some excuse about feeling sick to go back to the hotel, I didn't bother to get changed or to take my make up off, I just lay on the bed and cried over Nathan and the fact I couldn't have him with me to hug me and tell me that everything was going to be alright.

I hear a moan coming from Alice's bed so roll over to see Alice lying there rubbing the sleep and make up out of her eyes,

'Messy night then?' I question half heartily unsure if I really wanted to know,

'Yeah, well for all of us except Lindsay' replied Alice squinting her eyes from the sunlight shining through the window,

'Fun?'

'Yeah, well what i can remember was, shame you had to leave early'

'Yeah well wasn't in the mood to party had one hell of a stomach ache'

'Nathan seemed a bit down after you left'

'He did' I question Alice hopefully although not quite knowing why I was hopeful,

'Yeah, and he took out on the drink, up doing shots every few minutes'

'He'll have one hell of a hang over this morning then?'

'Oh yeah'

'Might go round to see him later make sure he's ok' I think aloud

'Think Lindsay said she's going shopping today so you can talk to him alone'

'Why would it matter if he was alone?' I ask sharply,

'Well after what happened at the beach yesterday, I thought it might be better if she wasn't there, plus you didn't seem too happy when Lindsay said about the baby last night' replies Alice as she starts to take off the remainder of last nights make up,

'What do you mean I didn't seem happy? I'm over the moon for them, Nathan is one of my best friends, he'll make a wonderful father' I argue with Alice,

'Ok, ok, no need to bite my head off' Alice defends,

'I need a shower' I state before heading into the bathroom and turning the shower on before striping and getting in. As the hot water hits my body, washing what was left of last nights make up off and washing the hair spray out of my hair and down the drain. And I can't help but think about how much I want Nathan right now as tears start to fill my eyes again.

About 20 minutes later I emerge from the bathroom to an empty hotel room with a towel covering my wet body and another towel wrapped around my wet hair, Alice must have left while I was in the shower. I sit on the bed and think about things more and more, as I begin to blow dry my hair, but I'm interrupted by a knock at the door. I go over to open it hiding behind the door as I only have a towel covering my body. I look at who knocked on the door and I'm surprised when I see Nathan standing there,

'What do you want' I ask briskly,

'I missed you' Nathan replies with that cheeky grin growing on his face,