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i'm tired of people

I wake up crying. It's 4 hours since Taylor woke me up. It dawned on me It's not a dream my parents are dead and my little sister.I sob until i can't any more until everything i've been keeping in these past few days are out. Until, there's nothing left to come out. There is a piece of my heart gone i stare at the celling trying too forget everything that happend i miss waking up and eating breakfast with them. I was wrong there are still a whole lot of tears ready to come out, i start sobbing again. I can't help it. I turn around and press my head into my pillow to try and muffle my sobs but they only come out louder, i tried to calm my self down but it reminded mr too much of my parents and how i couldn't calm down when they made me mad. All of the sudden the sobs just stopped i sit up touch my face and it's dry no more tears nothing. I don't feel sad anymore but i don't feel anything so i just lay back and stared at the celling. After lying in my bed ,deep in thoughts listening to snow partol and My chemical romance from my phone's shocks , for about an hour or two i get out of bed and walk out of my room to the kitchen to get something to eat as i'm walking my thoughts start to over rule my mind with things Like why did i feel emotionless a few seconds after i started crying? why did i feel nothing and why did the tears' wet stains dissappear from my cheeks? why did i just stop sobbing like that my mind traveld to last night. What emergencies was Taylor talking about? My chain of thoughts were broken by the hall splitting into two and i realised that i don't know where the kitchens is... i'm so blond ,although technically i'm a blond undercover because i'm not actually blond i'm a brunette...
As i 'm standing in the hallway i see something move in the corner of my eye. I whip my head to face the wall and jump when i see my reflection.
My big blue eyes are blood shot , from all the crying
"Who are you?" A dulcet voice awnserd.
"Hey, I'm Ellechar " i replied "i got lost..." i add awkwardly.
"Oh..." it still doesn't look like i awnserd her question, after about two seconds her facial expression changed from confused to exited
"Ohh... you must be Seth's sister!!" She yelled over enthusiastically.
"Yeah sorry forgot to mention that."
"It's okay, I'll show you around, from now on you will never get lost again... you look terrible, do you want some water, or eye drops, never mind i'll give you both.
I'm Lexi by the way. "
"Hey." Was all i could get out, geezz this chick talks so much, i follow her to the kitchen where it feels like we've walked for ages now. We've past 2 bathrooms a staircase with an elevator. And went down about two staircases, Freaking hell this house is big. All the way to the kitchen Lexi keeps on talking about what goes where n where the staircase goes but by now i zoned out on our conversation, by the time we reached the kitchen, i'm dying to take a seat. My legs are burning from all the walking. And i grab a chair to sit down. I've had enough of people for today but as soon as i want to make an excuse to go back to my room she starts babbeling all over again. I starred getting a headache and i was about to lose it with this Lexi chick, just then Taylor walks in to the room, he looks directly at me and then chuckles i look at him pleading with my eyes to rescue me.
"I see you've met Lexi." He says with an amused smirk on his face and whispers to me " she's quite verbrose this one if you haven't noticed yet."
"Thanks but i've noticed." I whisper back.
"Hey Taylor when did you get here?"
"A while ago actually."
"Lexi could i maybe steal her from you for a little while?" He asked.
"Why?"
"Lexi please?"
"Fine but i have to give her eye drops first."
"I'm fine thanks Lexi, i'll live." I said quickly jumping up from my seat and hooking my arm in with Taylors as he led me away from the room that took me forever to find. I'm so glad Taylor walked into the kitchen when he did.
"Thanks"
"Anytime" he winked at me
"So how did you go from sitting in your room with life ending nightmares to ending up sitting in the kitchen being tortured by Lexi?"
"Well it's kind of a long story" i could feel my cheeks getting warm.
"I've got time." He smiled an evil smile.
By the time i was finnished telling hime the whole story in detail he was laughing to himself. It was a quite beautiful laugh. We turned the corner and there was the most beautiful guy i have ever seen his hair blond with brown highlights and green emerald eyes he was slim but verry muscular a little bit less than Taykor but still it suited him. He turn his head in our direction because Taylor greeted him i didn't catch his name because i was busy day dreaming about him. I attempted to smile but my mouth wouldn't respond, i stood there looking at him with a straight face. SAY SOMETHING, YOUR GOING TOO LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT! My mind was yelling at me.
"This is Ellechar." Taylor said for me. I just waved at him. Are you freaking stupid your going to make him think that your crazzyy. "I'm Brandon."