My hot best friend

Friends with benefits

Mikasa pov -
I still don't know what happened between me and Eren.
I am confused.
He still talks to me.
Acts like nothing happened.
But I know I said something wrong.
I need to confront him.
Maybe tomorrow.
No. Today.

At break, I drag Eren to the janitor's closet.
'Look I know I did something when I was drunk. Please tell me'
I look at him with puppy dogs eyes.
He sighs.
'You kissed me'
I what.
Shit.
Should I say it's a mistake?
Maybe he regrets it.
Before I say anything, he stops me.
'Look I know you were wasted, I know you didn't mean it. It's fine. It doesn't change anything between us.'
'Yeah, thanks for understanding.'
I hate that I said that.
I probably don't regret it.
I don't remember if.
I wanna feel his lips.
I wanna taste him.
He must be addictive.
I wanna be addicted to him.
'No problem, lets go, Annie and Armin are waiting'
He says with his cheerful smile.
I wish I could tell him the truth.
But I don't have the guts.
Now atleast I know he regrets it. Yay.
Never drinking again.
I stay away from him.
I can't face him.
I feel so stupid.
I always get my hopes up with him and end up disappointing myself. Deeply.

Eren's pov -
Mikasa regrets it.
I can tell by her face.
She never meant it.
I was always delusional.
I don't blame her, you can't help who you fall for and she didn't fall for me. Too bad I did.
I save her the humiliation and embarrassment.
Maybe she did mean it.
I see her lip biting again.
Don't do that right now Mikasa.
I wanna taste her again.
Feel her warm breathe against my skin.
But I can't.
And I hate that.
I hate the effect Mikasa has on me.
I hate that I am wanna taste her so bad.
I hate that Mikasa doesn't feel the same way.
I need to stay away from her.
I won't be able to help myself or else