My hot best friend

A kiss

'I thought he still cared you know, that he still wanted to give us both a try but he has moved on.'
I feel extremely bad for Annie. She loved Armin for real.
I console her for some time, until she goes to get herself a drink.
I meet up with Sasha and talk to her about my life.
I also see Eren and Historia flirting.
Historia liked Eren.
Eren liked her.
They looked cute together.
I don't want that.

I run to grab myself a drink too. Remember when I said this night wasn't ending well?
I see Floch approaching me.
Floch was a nice dude.
He makes small talk with me but we both know what he for real wants.
A kiss.
And i was too drunk to say.
I lean him and kiss him.
He is definitely a good kisser.
I wonder How Eren's lips would feel like.
I feel like a whore.
Kissing a dude and thinking about someone else.
I stop the kiss.
I'm blaming it on the drinks.
I can't own up to shit.
I go to find Annie, to find her wasted.
She was really hurt.
I don't know if it's the drink or something, I run up to Armin and start scolding him.
Armin still cared for Annie.
I know he did.
He admitted it.
But he wants to move on.
For the sake of our friendship.
Armin is a really wise person, I also realise that maybe I should stop flirting with Eren.
For the sake of our friendship.
I shouldn't get mad at him for going for someone like Historia, she is pretty and kind.
She is beautiful.
He deserves her.
I go back to Floch and try to talk to him for real.
He is actually a pretty nice guy.
He gives me his number.
He knows i'll text him soon.
I get up on the dance floor and dance with him, until Eren pops up.
'Hey drunk kid, let's go'
He takes my arm and takes me to his car.
Armin took Annie home.
I am hoping they both talk a bit.
I didn't realise how drunk I was until now.
I couldn't even sit properly.
I don't remember what happened next. I know my drunk self said somethings and i cant recall them.
I hate that.
I know I said something wrong.
I know I said I like him.