"Sherlock..... It can't be you, you died."
And with that said John started to cry as he remembered what took place on that day.
John then felt someone grab his chin, and then he found himself staring into Sherlock's green eyes.
"John... I am so sorry; I had to fake my death..... So that Moriarty's men wouldn't kill Mrs. Hudson, Lestrade and... You."
Then there was a long pause, "and if anything happened to you, I would be doing what you're doing now."
"Sherlock... Where have you been, hiding?"
"I've been at the cemetery, Molly would come every so often to bring food, and then you would visit me every day, even though you didn't know I was there, I still listened. And today when you said you were going to kill yourself, I couldn't hide anymore, I had to stop you, because obviously Mycroft didn't do what I said."
"Wait.... Molly, she knew you were alive!!! I was suicidal and she didn't think to say anything!!! What if I didn't go to your grave, what if I just killed myself...."
John was then cut off by Sherlock's lips. At first he was startled, but quickly relaxed. Their lips started moving in sync. Then John pulled away.
"What was that for?"
"You said it yourself earlier, you love me, and I'm um.... In love with you too."
"Don't think that you can get off that easy, I still have a lot of questions for you, like how, how did you fake your death? How long were you gonna hide for? And Mycroft what did you tell him to do?"
"Okay john, first. Molly helped me, your view was blocked by a wall and a truck. I fell onto a netting system, I then put the ball that I had been messing about with earlier under my arm to stop the pulse. You then got knocked over by someone on a bike, to give me some more time. I was then taken into the hospital where molly then we switched my body for one that looked enough like me."
John nodded slowly as he was taking it all in.
"Second, I was going to wait a little longer to make sure everyone was safe. And thirdly I told Mycroft to watch over you, to prevent these things from happening."
John sat there in silence, looking at his hands. "You forgive him then."
"Excuse me?"
"Mycroft... you forgive him?"
"Yes I do, I was becoming to public anyway."
There was another long silence, until john looked up into Sherlock's eyes. "So are you gonna come home now?" john said that with hope in his voice.
Sherlock smiled and said "of course."
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FanfictionIts been over a year since Sherlock died and john is finding it very difficult. he goes to the same hospital and the same ledge that Sherlock jumped off...