I was born on the 2054th orbit of my planet. In one of the gloomiest seasons we have. It rains day after day when my born-day approaches .I guess that isn't an over statement seeming as to how I'm always crying , maybe I was meant to be sad. See my life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows I grew up in a pod as I said , technically speaking I never got to meet my elders. They died before I turned one so I have no memory of them. I think that's why I cry so much , I feel as though I will never know real genuine love. I have no real attachment to things and no sympathy for anyone. Nothing has ever even strikes my interest for a long period of time. Maybe I'm restricted to only being numb in this life time... it hurts that I can't recall anything ,not a scent ,not a sound, nothing just put darkness when I try to picture them . The pod isn't even a good place to grow up: the staff is rude , the others are all grouped up ,and everyone thinks I'm weird. Being an outcast is definitely hard especially when you just want someone to speak to, But I'll just let it be. I know I'm not anyones cup of tea ,I'm not even my own I just wish I had that one other to refer to and to confine in and to finally feel a real bond with. In the pod they call me Nayi ,but my real name is Nayiko Asé.
