I don't feel like how I'm supposed to feel. Well how my parents and friends want me to feel. I don't feel like a girl, boy, or a (non binary) person. I just feel like I'm just there. I also don't feel happy. I also don't feel sad. I'm confused with what gender I like or what I want to look like. When I think of those things I start to have a panic attack because it stresses me out by try to be the person my parents want to be. I just want a hug. But not a hug just to hug. I want a hug with meaning and friendship or love. Love. I hate that word. That word breaks people down. Breaks me down. Love is a two sided word. You need two people to feel love. Because I will never love myself, my past, or my future. I'm just here.
YOU ARE READING
This is just to let out all my feelings
Short StoryI'm just writing how I feel so you can just skip this book
