Ｙｏｕ ａｒｅ ｍｙ ｓｕｎｓｈｉｎｅ．(A reader x Sunnydrop fanfic)

Chapter 5: Doubts.

Oh my god! 1.9k reads?! I am so grateful! Thank you so much! So this chapter will be a little sad, so if you want you can skip it.

Y/g = your gender

3rd person pov:

It's been a month since you first started working at Freddy Fazbear's. You and Sunny cared a lot about each other, he specified that he cared about you a lot. When he told you that, you were just a smiling mess, it did truly make you happy. HE made you happy.

Present day: 

You and Sunny were chatting about kids, "So, what do you think of kids, honestly?" You asked, leaning in to hear. "I love kids! They are great and they make me full of joy!" He said brightly, "But don't you ever get tired of them?" He looked down to think and then looked back at you, "Sometimes, they can be a little bit hard to please, but, that's okay!" When he said this you replied with an Aww. He was honestly just so cute to you and sweet. "You're so adorable," You said randomly out loud. You then realized what you just said and looked away blushing. 

It was silent for a little bit, you felt awkward and tense, sometimes you don't realize what you say before saying it. But, all of the sudden, he replied, "You really think so?" You looked into his eyes, before nodding. His smile widened and he then hugged you tightly. "Oh thank you N/n! Thank you thank you!" Sunny said, as your heart melted, you honestly loved him so much. Everyday he made you happier, all you wanted to do is be in his arms at all times. You truly thought this was all a wonderful dream. 

You hugged him back, a tear falling from your face as you had a big smile on your face. All of the sudden, you realized you were crying. But you couldn't stop. "Y/n?! Are you okay?!" He pulled out of the hug, holding your hands in his, looking into your eyes. "I-I'm sorry, I'm just so happy" You replied, your smile still holding on your face. "You make me so happy, more than anyone ever has in my life, thank you for that," You said, as Sunny wiped your tears off your face. "I'm so glad, you also make me very happy, and I thank you for that as well," He replied, rubbing your hands. 

You felt your face heat up, you both looked into each other's eyes. As you both then leaned in. But all of the sudden a bunch of kids came bashing into the daycare. Sunny immediately stood up and brushed himself off and wave goodbye to you as he walked away to the kids. 

You looked at sunny, making all the kids laugh and smile, picking them up and spinning them. God you wish that was you. You wish you were more of a happy person, like Sunny, but it never came to you. You've had a horrible past. Your parents divorced when you were 5 and you decided to go with your father, but he drank too much and abused you.

 When the cops finally came he had hung himself in front of you. Because of that you had major trauma. You moved with your mom, who had a girlfriend. They kept good care of you but you could never go back. The horror, the fear, the anger that filled your eyes when you saw your dad hanging. 

You sighed and looked down at your black boots. Thinking about life. But all of the sudden, a thought popped into your head, "What if he just cares about me because it's in his program, all of this because of how he was made, to care about everyone," You teared up at the thought, closing your eyes and letting the tears fall onto your shoes.

 You started sobbing quietly, until Sunny looking behind and saw you were sobbing. He was shocked as he put the kid down. You then got up and ran to the bathroom, Sunny tried to confront you but you were too quick. 

Your pov:

I ran to the Y/g's bathroom, and looked at myself in the mirror. I was a sobbing mess, my mascara falling down my face. God I hate myself, how could I be so sensitive? In front of Sunny!? God I'm selfish. I sighed as I tried to calm myself down. I grabbed some paper and wiped my tears, then got My mascara out of my pocket and fixed my makeup. When I finished, I placed it back in my pocket and leaned against a wall. 

Another sigh escaped, as I looked down at my boots that are a little wet from my tears. But then, all of the sudden, I heard a knock on the bathroom door as a voice then followed, "Y/n? A-are you okay?" Sunny said behind the door. I looked up at the ceiling, almost starting to cry again, but held it in. "I just need some alone time right now," You replied, as you then heard a sigh from him, but it sounded like an angry sigh? You'd never seen him angry or sound angry. 

But then, he all of the sudden barged into the bathroom. "Sunny, what are you doing?!" I asked, completely surprised. But he didn't answer. Instead, he pinned me against the wall. placing his hands on it. I blushed a tiny bit before looking away. "Please, let me go," I said weakly yet stern. 

I felt once again, almost about to cry, but I didn't want to, not in front of him. "I'm sorry," He said all of the sudden, "F-for what?" I asked, as he then leaned very close, his face only inches away from mine. More blush creeped on my face as I placed my hands on his chest to try to push him away. 

As much as I enjoyed this, I wasn't ready yet, I still need more time to think. I slid down the wall and escaped through under his arm. "Y-y/n! Wait!" He shouted, as he then grabbed my my wrist, trying to stop me. "P-please! Isn't this what you wanted?!" He asked, with sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry, I just need to think about things," I replied, not wanting to look at him. He loosened his grip and you then walked away. 

I'm sorry my love. 

Oh my lord you guys are so lucky, this chapter was sooooo long yet so fun to write! Hope you all enjoy! I tried to leave a really good cliffhanger!