fucking loser | shigaraki x oc x dabi

[part 1]

a/n: yeah i don't know why i've been into the idea of Shigaraki being an incel and being dominated and degraded for it but i have💀 so bear with me

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His dark-rimmed, beady eyes wandered around the classroom, watching everyone work on their assignments either with one another or by themselves quietly. Quite fucking disgusting to see people enjoy themselves if you asked Shigaraki. All of these people smile or simply look content with their lives. It pissed him off, but the tinge in his chest didn't feel like complete anger. Sometimes, it closely resembled more sadness and disappointment. Familiar feelings, he'll live and get over them.

Being in this class reminded Shigaraki of high school, save for the ongoing harassment and bullying. Now, no one paid attention to him.

Or, well, that's a lie. One person never failed to bother him with every day that went by.

"Tenko~!"

Speak of the fucking femoid succubus. There she was, bounding towards him. Fucking Ramona Delaney, the most annoying yet most beautiful girl to ever talk to him. And his childhood classmate's girlfriend.

She was wearing a white low-cut tank top. The shirt had cherries with smiley faces and the word 'Cherrytastic!' spelled out in rhinestones underneath. She's also wearing low-rise red cargo pants and her worn-down cherry red Doc Martens.

She changed her hair again. Last week, her hair was a shoulder-length black wig. Now, she's wearing red and black braids with the same colored beads to match, her hair styled in two space buns and bangs on her face.

The bitch not only chose a whorish color but a whorish look. Her cleavage was popping out of her shirt. Her thong straps were peaking out, strapped across her bimbo-y hips. All of that smut on her face, that so-called makeup, made her look even more like a slut than she already was (the mountain of stories Dabi likes to tell about fucking Ramona could rival the height of Mt. Fuji). Ramona embodied the typical Stacys of the world.

Shigaraki would fuck the life out of her if Dabi weren't dating her. Perhaps in another dimension or timeline. But in this incarnation of life, he doubted that someone like her would ever consider looking in his general direction, let alone want to have sex with him.

Tenko Shimura was a loser.

He couldn't lie, he purposefully didn't try to make himself presentable. After so many years, being thrown away like trash every day by family and school peers took a toll on Shigaraki. He realized how unattractive he was in middle school, but it plagued him his first year of high school, the same year he joined Reddit. r/incels and r/braincels drove him down a path of black-pilling and hopelessness. Shigaraki would poke and prod at his body in the mirror. Not enough muscle, all skin and bones, weak chin; the self-loathing list went on and on.

So, he kept to himself. He would read his manga, watch his anime, jack off, do his homework, and sleep for four hours at home. He'd go to school, listen to his music in class, and never pay attention. Sometimes, he'd sneak off to the restroom to watch more anime, look at hentai, and masturbate. Thankfully, no one ever caught his perverted ass, but there were a few close calls.

He was a complete and utter loser then, and he still is now. Being self-renamed to Shigaraki Tomura did fuck all to stop that. He did the same shitty things as an adult (except for jacking off in public restrooms, he grew out of that. If he chose to do that in public, it'd be somewhere cleaner and more private, like in the back of the cafe he worked at or a dark corner in the library). He didn't plan on changing his routine when he sped off to college.