Sitting in a restaurant Namjoon was playing with the spoon watching the sky cry for him outside, the sky was grey and it was dark just like his life. His boyfriend oh my bad ex-boyfriend just left leaving the invitation of his wedding with the person he cheated with. He fell something is left he have to returned to his used to Boyfriend & Omega put he can't land finger on what it was.
He attended therapys, serval hookups, uncountable shots of soju buy nothing worked but still he feel he can't let Jimin fade away from his mind there were something which holding him there.
He wonders what he left which Taehyung had, both were alphas but again he chuckled at his own thoughts, he never had a fashion sense like he did, he was fat , not dominating he was the one get fucked not the one who fuck, he was lanky and clumsy, he was jobless but isn't it was jimin choice, maybe he was too dependent on the Omega, maybe he was at fault-- his train of thoughts came to halt by the ding of clock found out it was 12, midnight no one was left , the rain was slow down, he should get goin----
"Oh my you are the auther of famous novel , uh unrated? Unmated?...."
"Undated"
He correct the young boy in front of him, he spot 3 other body's maybe his friends.
"Yeah, I'm your huge fan it's really amazing"
"Well I'm flattered" Namjoon said leaving the spot ready to left the restaurant by he felt a grip on his wrist, he faced the boy rising an eyebrow.
"Sorry...well as I tell I'm your fan so maybe perhaps can have d-dinner with us"
Namjoon eyes the boy up and down whoses half body covered in tattoo and multiple piercing on lips, eyebrows and God knows where, before he say anything he heard the other
" Let the man rest kookie not all like you are hyper"
" But Jin-hyung it's not that late can't he give a little bit of his time to his hard core fan"
"Don't mind him, he's on high today"
"Hyung!!!!!"
"Hobi let the kid live, yeah"
"That's why you my fav Hyung, suga Hyung"
"Yaah you Bart !!! You said yesterday I was your fav Hyung"
As the group was barking themselves he left the place. Again found himself at his old apartment which have the past memories of his ex. Well it's the last time here because he moving to a better and rich side of seol it's been two months since the Omega left, within two months he got marked which Namjoon was unable to did in 2 years. As the workers emptying the apparent he was in deep thoughts, standing in balcony rethinking about his decisions and choices of past two years, it's the first time he concluded it was the Omega fault not his....
The Omega never let him to mark, make him loose contact with others, using him for sex and as a 2nd choice till he found someone else, made him doubt his own capability , made him lower his self esteem and made him to relay on the other.
Now he know what he left, he own the younger one thing and he's determine to give as a gift on his wedding, with that though he left the apartment and his old self behind.
