FoolsGold (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 14:Anger: Harrys POV

Stay with me- Sam Smith

Thinking out Loud - Ed sheeran

Don't let me go - Harry styles.

Harrys POV

I don't know why I was sat on my bed while Alex was showering. I don't know why I agreed to do the bet. If I would of said no they Would of all called me pussy. And I would of lost my popularity. It's not as if it's gonna affect the whole entire world. It's just a girl. And of course, it's banta.

She came out of the bathroom in my shirt and joggers. She looked incredibly hot in them. The way it was loose around her body but tight by her chest making her figure look perfect.

I swear she looked like a fucking model.

She stood there staring at me too. I realised I was just in my boxers which made the moment even hotter. I sat there smirking at her making her cheeks go a deeper red. Speak Harry Speak.

"Uh I just wanted to make sure your okay, and you should probably drink that glass of water to help with the alcohol. Is there anything else you ne-" She cut me off by pressing her warm lips against mine.

At first it took me by surprise. I'm obviously winning this bet then. I pressed back. Then I gently lay her on her back and lay over her using my arms for support so I diden't squash her.

I pulled away from her face and left light wet kisses down her neck. She tried to grab my face to pull it back to hers but I held both of her wrists down. That's when I felt bumpy lines on her wrists. I stopped and sat up.

I grabbed her arm and scanned her cut skin. The deep scars stood out on her tanned skin while the red scabs stood out even more, meaning they was new.

I felt a paint in my chest. A pain that I've only felt once before. When I hurt the other girl. But this pain was much worse. I forcefully grabbed the other arm hoping the others was just dog or cat scratches. But I was wrong.

These was cuts. Cuts of hurt and sadness. She winced as I held her two arms examining them. I looked into her brown eyes. All the happiness I'd seen only moments ago in her eyes had turned to sadness and Hurt. And pain.

"Why?" I mumbled. A pit of anger boiled in my stomach but I tried to keep it under control.

"Harry Listen I-" She was calm about this? That's when I got really pissed and let all my anger out. "Answer the fucking question Alex. Why did you do it?!" I screamed at her.

She stared at me for a second. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she screamed at me "You! You and Them sluts made me feel like crap for weeks. The way you hurt me physically and mentally. They way you said I was a disgrace to The earth and I shouldn't be alive. It made me feel worse then worthless. You called me ugly. Every single day your words hurt me more than the blade that cut my skin everyday. You dident even give the smallest Fuck about me did you? No. I had no one Harry. No one to fucking talk to because you spreaded dirty lies about me. Your words cut like knifes and I'm tired.So screaming at me now won't help!"

I wanted to lean over to her and hug her. I wanted to tell her it's okay and let her cry on me. I wanted to make her feel better and call her beautiful. But my stubborn side took over.

I stood up stomped out and slammed the door behind me. I angrily walked into the spare room slamming the door behind me. I picked up the lamp from the bedside and threw it at the wall shattering it to pieces.

I knocked the chest of drawers over kicking it hard with my foot Splitting it in many pieces. I looked over at the mirror by the wardrobe and punched it hard.

The piercing pain that was running through my knuckles was nothing compared to what I felt on the inside. I felt worthless. She made me feel like this. I grabbed the bottle of vodka from the kitchen then lay on my bed drinking the whole bottle.

Forget not drinking I wanted to hurt like she did.

Eventually i passed out on my bed.
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Alex's POV

I Awoke to the sound of loud screams filling the house. I looked at the time 6am. I thought maybe it was Harrys neighbours but I heard it again seconds later.

"No! Leave her Alone! Noo!!!" It was Harry. I threw the covers and ran to the spare room. I pushed the door open to see him curled in a ball crying.

He was still screaming when I rushed over to him. A bottle of Vodka lay next to the bed. "Harry. Harry? HARRY!?" I yelled at him desperately trying to wake him.

I shook him over and over again. I grabbed a plastic cup and filled it with water throwing it over his face. He opened his eyes sitting up.

"Wh- What Happened?" He asked. It voice cracking. "You had a nightmare Harry." I said standing up. "Oh" He whispered. I handed him the cup which still had water in it so he could drink it before I headed back to bed.

I lay in the dark thinking about Harry. I felt cold even though it was summer I was shivering. A minute later I felt the bed dip as Someone sit next to me.

"Do you want my hoodie?" I heard Harrys deep voice ask. "No it's fine" I said. I lay there I silent. "I'm just getting changed seeing as I'm soaking wet" He said. I heard a slight chuckle in his voice.

When he was finished I went towards the door and opened it as he was going back to his room. "Harry.." I asked. My throat croaky from the shouting.

"Yeah" He replied. His was croaky too. "Stay with me?" I asked. He dident answer just close the door and just in next to me. He lay under the covers. "Alex I'm sorry I woke you and I'm sorry I shouted" He whispered.

His voice sounded sad and scared. "It's fine Harry. I'm sorry too. I just want you to stay here so your not alone." I replied.

"Seeing as you won't take my hoodie. Do you want a cuddle?" He asked. I nodded. His arm wrapped around my waist pulling me closer. His body heat immediately warmed me up. Making me feel calm again sending me to sleep.

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