untitled (2) trixya

chapter twenty two

ka tya's pov

i didnt put much more thought into the way ms. visage acted towards me, violet, ginger, and adore didnt seem to care much so i figured i was just overthinking.

actually seeing trixie in a stable mindeset for the first time though was a ball of emotions. scared, excited, nervous, euphoric, all of it. i still had a few classes ahead of me but i knew the grueling hours would be worth it.

the next few period comprised of me staring at the second hand on the clock, waiting for lunch, i knew that after lunch i could see her.

riiiing.

finally.

"kat! c'mon, the table has been so boring without you," ginger wrapped her arm around mine.

"the druggie is always the life of the party," i joked.

adore let out a snicker.

"adore shut up, katya couldve died, and katya i need you to take this more seriously-"

i felt a hand on my shoulder.

"am i interupting anything?" her voice is still so soft.

"trixie!" i jumped into her arms.

"baby," she whispered, "remember where we are."

she was right. if i wanted to make this work i needed to calm down.

"we were just talking about katya and how she needs to take this seriously," violet continued.

"that's right, it was a close call, we were all very worried kat," her voice was like arthritis, really made me weak in the knees.

"im sorry, to all of you, it showed me how much i have to live for and each of you bitches holds a special place in my heart, now if you ladies will excuse me, id like to talk to ms.mattel."

"theyre gunna fuck," adore whispered and the girls giggled.

trixies already blush covered cheeks turned a deeper shade of red.

we began walking to her room,

"baby, you really scared me. you realized that you had reasons to live, i realized exactly how much you mean to me and i really can't lose you."

tears began to fill my eyes.

"trix, im sorry, i let okd habits die hard, but i started a rehab program and im doubling down to graduate in the spring. i wanna be good for myself and for you."

we arrived in her room.

"c'mere," she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me as tight as she could.

i felt a tear rolled down her cheek.

"hey hey," i wiped the tear, "none of that okay? im here now and im not going anywhere."

she hugged me again.

i pushed her away then began to stroke my thumb against her cheek.

"youre the most beautiful girl in the world."

"and you baby, are in fact a liar."

we both giggled and leaned in for a kiss.

it was all okay again. she was the blessing i never knew i needed.