One of Them

Chapter 19: Speed

When I got home that night I texted Jk telling him that I was safe. Jin called me and texted me asking me why I wasn't answering and why I texted Jk and not him but I didn't answer.

This week I switched shifts with one of the other night employees. I worked the beginning of the week and I took next week off to go to that birthday party with my friends.

( I hope that's gonna take my mind off of him)

He's been texting me and calling me everyday, I never answer his calls and I only texted him to tell him to ' leave me alone for a while ' he didn't text or call after that. I felt bad because it's a bit harsh and I never really talk to people that way.

But then again he is married.

Today's friday when I usually start working but I'm glad to think that I don't have to go to work for basically two weeks.

I'm cleaning up around my room and decide to pack my bag for our little trip.
I open my drawers looking for the clothes I think I'll need.

( Pants... these are dirty, these too)

I put what I want to bring on a chair and decide to text my friend to ask her if we have to dress to impress or just go with basic clothes.

Fam🥴❤️
Bring something cute and something classy like for a nice dinner
And there's a jacuzzi too so bring your swimsuit
And something you'd wear to the club

Me
Okay got it 👌🏾

( Something cute that's easy)

( Something fancy and something to go to the club tho...)

I can't find anything fancy and just give up. I go put my dirty clothes in the washing machine and come back and lay on my bed.

I open my phone and see a text from Jin, I sight.

( For a while does not mean 24 hours)

Jin😘: Call me please

I close my phone and sight.

( Should I call him?)

( I don't even know what to say to him)

( I'm definitely telling him that I know, but how?)

( Hey I know you're married because I heard you with my google translator because I was snooping around and saw you with that girl)

( Ughh)

I roll my eyes at myself and decide to go and take a shower. After that I soak in a bath for a good hour.

( I really started to like him)

( I had sex with him)

( I can't be with a married man that's not my style)

( Ahhhhhh)

( Did they all know? They must have known that their brother is fucking married)

( I feel so stupid)

( No I'm not, I couldn't have known)

(...)

( What if he's not the only one that's married?)

( Oh God I need some air)

I get out of the bathtub and I go dry myself in my room. I put on some jeans and a t-shirt, grab my bag and a hoodie in case it rains and I head out. At first I wanted to go to the corner store to buy myself some snacks since I haven't eaten all day but I end up going to the park instead since I don't feel like I can eat anything right now.