Violet pen ||Ran haitani x female reader

17 "Video"

I wake up and noticed that I'm still locked by the handcuffs and I'm not wearing anything. It's cold

I look around and my head hurts and my lower I can't remember anything last night the only thing I remember was I've been handcuffs and using that vibration and ran siting in the chair

I start to remember all I did last night I feel disgust to my self I let my self cry and cry I thought ran change but he didn't he make me drink that drugs to use me again. It's not an ordinary drugs it's hit me hard

"You awake?"I heard a familiar voice from the door and it's ran standing in there

"Ran, please unlock me"I said

Ran come to me and unlock the handcuffs in my hand I quickly sit and cover my body with the blanket

"What exactly happened last night?"I asked and try not to look to ran

"We had fun last night"He said and put some clothes in the bed I reach the clothes and wear the top

"What exactly that drug you give me last night?" I asked again

"You better don't know"He said and stand up I stop him by holding his hand

"Please tell me"I said and tears fall in my cheeks again

He wiped the tears in my cheeks and he rest his forehead in mine "It's a drug there's a cocaine Inside"

I move my head and cover my mouth. I swallow a cocaine last night so it's that mean I'm addict.

"You said you love me last night" He said and took his phone in his pocket

He play something and he throw his phone in the bed I heard a moaned in the phone I tremble reach the phone and I shock what I saw. It's me and ran doing adult stuff and it's like from a CCTV footage I look around in the room and saw a CCTV camera

"Let's forward that" He said and forward the video

He stop when it's in the last memory I remember last night that ran sitting in the chair. I have a scandal video with ran I look at him with my teary eyes

"Don't worry I won't post it"He said and sit beside me

"I'll stop the vibration if you tell me what you really feel" I get back looking at the screen when I heard ran voice from the video

I stop my hand that trembling to focus to the video Ran hold my hand to stop it and he use forced in it. It's hurt

"I- ah don't know" I said in the video

I cover my mouth when I feel like I'm getting crazy in the video I only heard moaned. I stop covering my mouth when I stop moaning in the screen

I shocked when ran place him self between my legs in the video and rubbing his d*ck in my lower

"Do you want me to put it in? If you said 'yes' it's means you love me"

A minute later I hear my voice spoken

"Yes please"

And I can only heard skin slapping ran took the phone in my hand and stop the video. I grip in the bed sheets

I want to take what I say but I don't want I remain silent I can't even say a words I start to feel guilty that I really have a feeling to ran

"I'll give you some space"Ran said and kiss my forehead and headed to the door "Come to my office downstairs if you want to talk"

Ran close the door and I let my head drop in the bed again. I'm so confused I paused when I saw my Violet pen in the table I stand up and took it

This is the reason why I'm suffer and this thing the reason why I met ran I feel lot of emotion

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I look at the clock and it's almost 4 pm I've been laying in the bed the whole time I feel so confused I don't know what to do. I wear the clothes that ran give me and headed to the door and headed to the room where I'm always in

When I finally find it I enter and lock the door. I always lock the door when I want to call chifuyo and kazutora because I need permission to ran before I call to them but sometimes ran didn't allowed me

I took my phone and dialed there number I sit in the bed and wait when I heard kazutora voice I quickly put my phone near in my ears

"Y/n?" Kazutora said

"Kazu hello" I greet

"Hello- ah! Chifuyo give me back the
phone"I heard kazutora struggle

"Hello y/n?"Chifuyo said and I can hear kazutora voice trying to get the phone

I laughed "How you guys doing?"I asked this make me relax I just need some talks

"Where fine" kazutora said

"How long are you gonna stay at ran house? I still don't have a trust to ran I know him from head to toe"Chifuyo said and I heard kazutora laughed

"Don't worry I'm fine, really"I said

"I'll come there if I have a time,you know college is kinda hard"I said

We enjoyed talking together when our call end I feel Relief now but I still confused. I headed to the door and open it I walk heading downstairs heading to the kitchen where Mia is I walk to her when I saw her sitting in the chair

"Mia hello" I greet with a smile

"Hi y/n" she greet back "May I help you?"

"Oh? I just something to asked" I said and sit in the chair next to her

"What it is?"

"About love" I said and she look shocked "Have you been in love before?"I asked

She looks at me "Yes" she said and look down "it's was terrible" She said and try to laughed she look at me and smiled