Violet pen ||Ran haitani x female reader

07 "Fever"

I feel hot and i feel like i have a cold and fever and i see ran sleep peacefully while hugging me i look at him it's time to run away but i feel something different that i can't tell but i need to go home my friends chifuyo and kazutora they been worried because of me and pass the exams to full fill my parents dreams and also mine

I slowly stand up force myself not to make any sound when i finally get away in his hand i headed to the door i open it and look back to ran i exhale and I've noticed i'm wearing his shirt i grip in it and walk out i close the door and run downstairs but i gaps when i see rindou sitting in the couch i turn around and hear in room some 'thod' its a foot step from the room where ran sleeping

I run to the left way and i see a open room it's like it's not in use but there's furniture i look around and see a wardrobe i go inside and close the wardrobe door and hide i cover my mouth when i hear some footsteps closer and hear ran voices screaming

"Fuck! Y/n!"

"Hey brother whats wrong?"

"Y/n is gone"

I heard a foot steps again closer in the wardrobe " I'll check downstairs"

I cover my ears hoping he won't find me. I flinch when the door of wardrobe open and there's ran with his teary eyes he look at me with a relief and exhaled he walk closer to me i panic that he will hurt me because of trying to run away but i shocked when he hug tight

"I thought you leave me" He whisper in my ears and comb my hair and i can hear his sobs he broke the hug and look at me

"What are you doing here?" He asked

I shake my head and cry "just let me go please ran....i want a normal life" i said and hold in his arms

"What?" He asked and hold my cheek "i thought you happy with me" he said

I look down i feel i'm getting weak and i remember i have a fever i look at him and shake my head again

"I never been happy with you,ran"

....

I forced my eyes to open and my head still hurt i look around and see ran holding my hands while sleeping i remove the cold pads in my forehead and sit i look to ran and i move his hair to stuck it in his ears to see his sleeping face. when he hold my hand

"Oh...princess you awake" He said

I nodded and remember what happened i got nervous if i make him angry but he stand up and tell me he'll back for a minute i hold my head it's really hurt i lay down and hold in the futon a minute pass ran comeback he put the soup and water in the table and  medicine.He help me to sit and he place the tray in my thigh he smile

"Help your self" he said

I nod and hold in the spoon.when i done eating he remove the tray and give me tha medicine i put it in my mouth and drink a water he even help me to lay back

"Why are you so caring?"I asked

"Because i feel sorry to you" He said and lay beside me and hug me in back

"If you feel sorry...you have to let me go" i said and grip in the futon expect him that he will get angry but he didn't and he hug me tight.

"I told you,i can't....i want to kept you with me" he voice was full of obsessions

"Your obsesses" my mouth just say that two words and regrets it for saying it

"Yes....princess" he said and he pull me closer to him and hug me tightly than before " i'm so obsessed with you....every inch of you was perfect" he said and whispers in me "you can't love  someone....i own you"

My plume stand up and i feel my feet trembling i think i'm getting crazy i feel hopeless that i can't leave this places i flinch when he bite my ear 

"You better answer truth or i'll make you split your tongue out" he whisper and i only nod because of scared

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He asked i shake my head as no

"Do you have a feelings to someone?" He asked and massage my waist i shake my head again as no

"Really?" He asked

"yes"

"You lied" he said and he sit in my stomach "as i said,i'll make you say the truth" he said and he hold my chin

"Tell me the truth" he said

"I have" i answered

"Who is it?"

"It's...." i got thought if i tell him the truth he will get angry i have a feelings to chifuyo since the first day we met 4 years ago

He make me open my mouth "use your mouth you sl*t" He said and slap me

I cried because it's hurt
i cried because i can't fight back
I cried because i'm scared

"don't cry....it's make me soft" He said and he rest his head in my chest

"Chifuyo" he said and sit straight i shocked how did he know chifuyo "you like chifuyo,right?" He asked and look at me

"I-"

I was going to say when he hold my hair and pull it up so hard i groan and he laughed "pathetic"

"How can you love someone else" he said and he remove his hand in my hair  and he stand up

"Come here, and put here your hand" he said and he point his baton in the table "and make your ass up"

I obey him the only i can do is to obey his want i cried while do what he want i look at him and i see smirked in his face and he chuckled

"Let's start"