So fxcking tired...///ranboo angst (ON THE HIATUS)

(pt 3) first day of school

The next day

[Ranboos pov]

I woke up like every normal day body aching, cant move, and eyes tired i knew every day i wanted to stay in bed but this time i had to get up because its my first day of school and i dont want to be late so i got up and went to the bathroom

I turned on the water and waited for the hot water to kick in. After a while i took of my clothes and since there was a mirror next to me i looked at it which i probably shouldn't have.

I looked at myself seeing everything wrong about me. My hair everywhere, my messed up face, my woman body, my weight, especially my legs and arms. I couldn't stand myself after that i came back to reality and shook my head i was probably wasting time looking at myself then got in the shower

After a while i got out and wrapped myself in my towel then when into my room. I put on underwear, my binder of course, black sweater, green pants, and a camouflage jacket on top. (This was based on what i wore last week :D) after I got dressed i went downstairs to see my dad gone probably at some h03$ house i got my phone, headphones, and skate board and headed out the house once again listening to lemon demon.

I got to school my mom told me about a while back it was a big school i headed inside and went to the office to get my schedule. after i got my schedule i went to my first class

I walk inside and sit in one of the seats that weren't taken and waited for class to start

A few moments latel~ (that is a meant misspell)

Class had started and i almost fell asleep already including the fact i had 4 hours of sleep (my sleep schedule -u-) after awhile we got some homework and class ended

(Got lazy time skip to lunch)

It was lunch time and i sat in a seat not getting lunch because im fat and if i eat ill get even fatter than what i already am then ill get bullied for my weight then ill be bruised and broken which is probably what my dad wants at this point i mean

what if i died will father care?

What if i become fat will everyone hate me?

What if i leave father will he come find and kill me?

What if w-what if-

"RANBOO" tommy says shouting in ranboos ear

"Oh- uh- yeah need something?"

"you hungry boob boy?"

"Oh! Um no im not hungry-"

"Are you sure? i can go get you something if you need it" 

"Yeah im sure im not trying to worry you or anything"

"If you say so" tommy says worryingly

A few minutes pass by, tommy and me were just talking about random things

Another minute passes and some (2) of my classmates come up to me apparently

"Ranboo, right?" Xander said strictly (is that even the right word-)

"Oh! yeah it is"

"We need you come with us really quick" Ace said

"Sure!"

I get up from my seat and start following the three males. I dont think the other boys know i left except for techno they will figure it out eventually

Now that i think about where are we going? Am i gonna get bullied i mean it sounds about right

We go into the bathroom apparently and Xander stands against the wall and ace pins me against Xander

I can feel how hard Xander and ace got and now i know whats happening

(Again not writing this part)

[Third person]

Ranboo was naked on the cold floor passed out with dried tears in his eyes.After ranboi
woke up and started to cry again after realizing what just happened all they left was his phone ranboo tried to get his phone tho it was hard because he cant move he got it and started to text the gc

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ranboo: Uh hey 

BIGGEST_MAN: what is it stick man

ranboo: Well i kinda got my clothes stolen and i cant really move at all btw im in the bathroom

BIGGEST_MAN: omw

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Ranboo waited a few minutes for Tommy to get there while he was still pouring his eyes out

Tbc >:D

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I hope you guys like it it took a few days sorry 😞

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