Always Forgotten. Never Gone.

Death would be Better

 “How could we be in England? I live in Florida!”  I said in shock. Anger raveling through my body I just couldn’t take it anymore..Breathe Amy breathe…But the tears spilled out faster than time could take place.Geez time is short Yesterday I wouldn't have imagined me being kidnapped  with a strikingly hot boy. Point for Amy.

I trembled as I felt Thomas slip is arm around me and the door shut again. We were alone.

As I stared at Thomas I realized something. His beautiful brown eyes,Smooth reddish blonde hair, His childish look his face was pure beauty. I know him.

“Amy are you feeling alright?” We were suddenly inches away and I could feel his minty breath on my neck. Before I knew what I was doing I took him in a long embrace and he accepted it almost instantly.

The way his arms wrapped around me and rubbed my back, it was…Soothing. I could live with this.

The thought hit me my parents? Are they ok? They're probably crying? Are they happy I'm gone? I missed them more than I thought.

I just wanted to sleep and be safe in Thomas' arms at the moment. As I look up at Thomas I notice how young he really looked.It was so cute.

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“I know you!” Thomas exclaimed after staring at me like a freak.Third day being here and Thomas is already being a freak. I know I knew him from somewhere but I honestly don't think I've ever been to England.He had to live in England his deep sexy accent said it all.Stupid hormones..

“H-how?” Why am I stuttering?

“You go to my school…” He looked hurt, was he an outcast? But then again I was an outcast.I'm bullied for the music I listen to, what I wear, for being too annoying with my best friend but then again we never stop laughing in class so I don’t doubt them. Just the thought made me want to laugh.Why am I blabbering about my social life?

“Oh I never recognized you” I giggled. Why did I giggle? Ugh I hate girly things.

“Why do you keep zoning out on me?” Thomas said 

“Admiring your beauty”, I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes. He just smiled ignoring my smart ass remark.I guess this guy wasn’t that bad he was cute, nice, funny, and I’m sorta kidnapped with him so I might as well get along with him.

The door creaked open and the taller man peaks his head in and smiles creepily at me and turns to Thomas to give him a death glare.Whats his problem?

“Save some of her for me.” He said to Thomas and yanked him out of the room. What the hell is he talking-oh….shit. Ain't no way I’m going to let this freak attempt to touch me again.

 “Tall guy” comes back in the room shortly after pulling Thomas and freakishly glares at me, skimming me up and down from head to toe.

“Hey Babe why don’t you come with me”, “Tall guy" smirks pointing his finger at me trying to lure me over with his childish games.

“Hahaha No.” I grinned happily but he wasn’t having it, he grabbed my ankles and dragged me. Back against carpet I let out a scream followed by kicking. Thrown against the wall once more and now his tongue was shoved down my throat. For a girl who has never had sex, would rather go to the bookstore than the mall, only hung out with guys and was bullied by the girls, and only had a few kisses. I was strong but not stronger than him.

I started bursting into tears for the millionth time, I let out a sigh between his breaths for air, his mouthed had a strong taste of alcohol and you could probably get drunk just by kissing him..if that was even possible.

I decided I would quit resisting and kicking cause he wouldn’t budge and it only gave me pain. 

He grabbed for the hem of my shirt and I slapped him and tried to escape….Hints the word TRIED. He pinned me back down.

“Say my name Princess” He demanded “Say Danny”

“Y-Your a creepy f-fucking bastard Danny!”

“Thank you Princess” He winked at me and then reached for my shirt hem once again but this time leaving no room between us and pinning my hands with his knee and unused hand.

Was I going to be raped? Would I loose my innocence to a stranger? Cant I just die? Where he

hell is Tommy?

He ripped the shirt from My skin and took in what he saw.but then he stepped back???

“Y-Your beautiful….” What?

“Excuse me!?!? You just tried to fucking rape me you son of a bitch!! 

A-And your calling me beautiful??? Trying to suck up so I will willingly “sleep” with you?? Well guess what I will Nev-“ I was cut off my the door shutting and the light turning on.

There's Thomas standing in front of Danny who is on the ground with a bloody nose knocked out. Did I miss something through my screaming?

“Ummm Amy, Danny didn’t say you were um b-beautiful I did after I knocked him out….”,

Thomas is staring me up and down which was oddly attractive but I noticed I was in a bra and booty shorts. I immediately felt insecure and remembered what happen last year the way it…..never mind. 

“Amy come here”, Last time I heard those words I was almost raped, but I took his offer and lied there in his arms.

I felt safe there and never wanted him too let me go.

“Stay with me Tommy.”

“Who said I was leaving love?"

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