To be honest:
I don’t know what to say-
And I’m not sure anything will even change.
I try to speak,
But it comes out halfway-
All garbled and strange,
I’m teetering at the pique.
Cuz to be honest:
I feel quite irate-
I just want to shout
That I’m losing myself.
I walk down the strait
And I feel so much doubt-
How do you find yourself?
And to be honest:
You cool me off-
When my whole world
Just keeps crashing down,
When relief seems far-off,
Like a distant dreamworld-
You are the one who doesn’t let me drown.
So let’s be honest:
I need to try harder,
And I promise I will-
All because of how you make me feel.
I fill up with ardor,
The whole world goes still-
So rare this is that it feels unreal.
I'm sorry I always assume the worst,
I guess it's because I keep getting hurt.
I want my walls up but they come crashing down,
At the same exact moment you come around.
