True Mates

Chapter four: we're gonna be okay

I keep my promises ✋ only for you tho-
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-Derek-

I don't know why but i just had to shut him up. Okay maybe i do know why, he was saying things like;
'I do not like your perfect eyes, your smile...' with the most sarcastic but beautiful voice ever.
I just had to kiss him. I had to shut up that perfect mouth of him and make it mine.

So here we were, making out on Stiles' bed. He's a good- no amazing kisser, his lips soft like a cloud, his left hand on my  right hip and the other one behind my neck.
My wolf is purring inside of me.

Mate. Ours. Stiles. Safe. Mate.

After a while the kiss got more heated. His hand went a little more down, not to my pants just my arms, left hand and t-shirt. My left hand was on his hip and my right one was in his hair. God this is amazing, i could lay here all night and just be with him. But my wolf didn't think the same thing. He just wanted to claim him as my mate. So while we were making out I was fighting to stay in control, and honestly...I was losing. I had to pull back before i did something i would really regret. I didn't want to hurt Stiles. That was one of the only thoughts in my life that could never change.

"What's wrong Der?" Stiles asked sightly worried and out of breath. "Nothing, just out of breath." I said hoping he wouldn't notice that I was lying. But I could see in his eyes that he could see it, that he could see me struggling.
I just don't wanna let him do anything he doesn't want to do so if I'm gonna tell the truth he's gonna do something about it and I don't know if I'll be able to stay in control. I don't know... I just don't wanna let him see I'm struggling with my wolf.

"Derek I can see it when you're not telling the truth, you know you can tell me everything. Did I do something wrong-" I didn't even think of letting him finish that sentence.
"No! you did nothing wrong, that was absolutely...perfect."
"Then what is it?" Stiles asked a little more worried. God I love those eyes, now a little worry in them to make them even more sparkly. "I just-...it's getting harder to control. My wolf- he just- I.." I couldn't  tell him anything, words were not even making sense in my head, so how was I going to explain this to him.
"Hey Derek look at me, its okay." And that's what i did, I looked into his wonderful brown eyes.

Wow...

Nothing else came to mind.

"I have seen you as a werewolf many times Der, it's not like I'm afraid of you."
I just kept staring at those eyes.
"No matter what's going to happen with you and me, it's gonna be okay... we're gonna be okay."

We're gonna be okay...

I kept repeating that sentence in my head.
I just smiled...for just one moment it was only me and him. Like time wasn't a thing. Just us, no wolf, no sheriff, no Scott, nothing but me and Stiles.
Home...
Then time was back again, just like my wolf who is very happy right now because Stiles is only inches apart from me. "I don't know how much longer it will be me that is gonna be with you." I whisper to him because I don't trust my voice. I can feel my wolf, he wants- needs Stiles.
"Well then maybe we should work on that bounding thing we talked about." He said while smirking.

I smashed my lips against his.
God I love him so much

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Okay so I know... short...
Like me  *155 cm *5,1f I think <3

Anyways... smut is coming so I thought that I'd end this chapter so that the next one can be just smut.
So if you do not like smut...(1. Why are you here? 2. Please don't kill me) you can just skip the next chapter. It will not contain anything important for the storyline. If I do add something important then I'll make a chapter with no smut so that you can still follow the storyline.

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Bye [-<3-]