Falling again

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You,
God, just the thought,
Of you
In my arms

To bad I'm not who you want me to be,
But i see the way you look at me,
What the hell?
Did your not see the way i fell?

Can't you just be mine?
Just for a day.
Not forever
Even I wont stay.

Just a hug in the endless rain,
A kiss in the field of flowers,
For gods sake love me.

Maybe its a lie
Maybe its fake,
But i just want love
Even if its from you.

The way you show it is awful though.
But i know
The way you stare at me is just so,
Thorough,
Like I'm a puzzle your trying to solve,
A piece of art sitting in a gallery.
It's every thing you do.
I never seen you look away,
Even when our eyes met that day.

Now go away
I'm though
I can't be with you,
It hurts my soul,
My life,
Me.

But, but
I guess
I'm not even me anymore.

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