it's complicated...

Killer Queen

I waited outside the school doors for tom. It wasn't dark yet which I was very grateful for. I see on the corner of my eye an schim approaching I hold my keys in my hand and tighten my grib around them. When he comes closer I see it's Tom, thank God. "hey" he says shyly and he's wearing an cute sweater and formal pants. I didn't know if that's because he's rich or because he thinks we're going somewhere chic. I walk to the tram and we go on our way I watched the way and pretend to be interested in the seroudigs. It's something I did when I felt uncomfortable or akward. Luckily he noticed and bumbs his knee against my knee to break the silence "hey do you want to listen to some music while we get there" he asked with an shy smile. "yes of course but please don't tell me your into some nowadays rappers" I say with an frown. He laughs and shakes his head he puts an earpod in his ear and gives me one. I gladly put it in my ear and killer queen by queen start playing. "this song reminds me a little of you" he says. I laugh "I get that a lot actually" I say while I smile back. The tram stops for a sec and few friends get in and I don't pay much attention to them until I hear an annoyingly asshole voice And before I knew it Tom is up talking with rmax and I'm here with out earpods. Before I could make sense of the situation I get an call from my mom. I pick up and walk in to the back of the tram to get some  peace. "hes what" I freak out and start panicking I see Tom in the corner of my eye feeling trapped. "not yet!" I yell out of shook.

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I look at her trying to get max off my back and then the bus stops again I watch how she talks on the phone busy with her own thing. When suddenly steps out completely ignoring me. The one who doesn't even know we're he's going the one who doesn't know we're he is. The tram moves again and I start to panic. "hey the next stop is mine" I say to max he looks confused I just brush it off and when the tram stops I step out and walk up stairs and see the lights and busy streets I hear cars people and so much more I look around me and I see the high buildings and lights "times Square" I sigh under my breath. I really should've looked where I was. I look at my watch and I see that it already is 20:30 I really should get some food. I walk in the Macdonalds and order some food. I open my phone and decide to text her. What the hell was that. I text I am really angry but also kinda worried she better has a good reason. Again she responds really quickly it says. I know I'm sorry but I really can't talk see you soon

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The next day of school I came early to catch her before school starts. I looked everywhere but she was nowhere. I walk in history class beside Harrison. "mate I wanna talk to you after class. Like for real okay" he says while we're taking a seat at the tables "ehm okay what's wrong" I say. " plus students go sit on the  right and the others left yes you to Marie" the teacher says. It's Friday and we haven an big test. I stand up and try to remember every thing Leah and I studied. Where is Leah by the way. I look around and I see her nowhere. We're the fuck is she. I look at the clock just one minute before the class begins. "Dammit" I whisper while I grab a pencil out of my back what is wrong with her shes never late. "okay were going to start when your finished you can leave" the teacher says while he walks around handing papers out.

Now fifteen minutes in the test I hear a soft knock on the door and the teacher walks over to the door and opens it. It's Leah "well miss Smith your fifteen minutes late I see through the fingers if you don't fail this test. Now sit down" he says while everyone looks at how Leah sits down and starts the test. She looks exhausted she wears an hoodie and a pair of jeans no make up not even eyeliner. She also has an pair of glasses on gold ones with an thin frame. I never seen her wear glasses before it's beautiful but weird. Like she said the test was hard but like really hard and long like eighty-five questions long. I see Leah working through the test like her live depends on it she finishes it in ten minutes. I know she's smart but this is insane it's like she was the flash. She  lays her test on the table of the teacher. "you can leave now miss Smith" the teacher says and she picks her bag up and walks to the door while she walks I see tears in her eyes. I turn to my paper again question eighty four I just cross answer optain a. I walk to the desk with my book and lay my test there and  I walk to the door. It was not unusual that Leah and I are the first ones to finish the test. I mean we're both plus students since first grade. I walk through the door and I see Leah walk in the girls bathroom at the end of the hallway. I walk to the bathroom door and I just wait until she's done. She opens the door and I see she has been crying. I walk over to her "what's wrong" I ask and I grab her arm gently for comfort. "nothing, I'm fine" she says while walking away from me loosing my grip on her arm. I follow her dragging her in an empty classroom. "there is definitely something wrong I showed up at school before classes to meet you but you weren't there which is weird since you said you worked before school. Then you don't show up for half of the day and then your also late for the test what the fuck is up with you" I say to her while she has tears in her eyes again. "like you give a fuck we only talked to each other since I don't know last week. You don't know anything about my life you don't know anything about me. Now I'm supposed to think you care why I cry why I am late. No fuck you" she yells back. "I do care and I know I don't know anything about your life but If you just tell me what's going on i can understand or maybe help" I say calmly it was really hard to control my feelings. To control my own anger I pinch in my hand even hard enough to be bleeding. "oh please shut up" she yells back and starts walking to the door. "please it's safe here you can tell me everything here if you walk through that door I can't help you anymore" I say while she swallows to stop the crying. She wipes her tears off and walks out the door. I redime myself and hear the bell I walk out of the door. I join myself with the rest of the people.

At the end of the day I try to catch her again

A/n I didn't check this one grammar so please be kind thanks :)