Jungle me forever

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People wonder about  if the lies, the mistake, the right and the wrong. Is there a devil inside us that makes who we are? Are we questioning our hummanity. People want to find something, even the smallest possible to believe in, that's why they choose God. We have this fear only yourself can help but in some cases no you and I can answer why things are the way they are. Are we being punished for what we did wrong?
Why is life have to be such a struggle? I find it often enough not to believe in "hope?" The fear, the anger, and the loneliness can sometimes be much.

And while I wait and wait. .. my hope have been answer
This is not what supposed to happen, I've been sitting here for a while now with nothing to do or anyone to talked to. My life has been spinning out of control and every single move I made, its been with cautions. I know people are watching me but I don't know who, it's been years since I was 13 I can feel them, the urge of waiting for so long and I'm so close to them just a grab of fingertip but out of reach. I don't know what to do and Mr.R, walking around the house like its his own. Oh how I hate that men, with every fiber of my being, hair slick back and by just looking at him, you can see the smirk on his face every single time he pass by me. He knows something and I know it in my heart and whatever it is, it's not good at all and I've come to far just to give up now and I know it's not serenity but what can i say, what can you say if I ask you?
You wouldn't know at all. You ever get the feeling where you feel trap?  I think we all feel that way sometimes and some don't want to admit, but that's okay it's your business.  Now is the time to feel the lightness coursing through your heart and all those weights that you carried throughout the years and just shake it off because that's the only way things would look up for you and beside what's wrong with a little hope?
Sunday morning, just one day, that's all not too much time was lost . I sit there, that's all I do and that all I'm ever going to do even if I have to spend the rest of my life sitting there thinking if it all was just a one big mistake. Mr.R knows and sometimes I get the feeling that he knows what goes on in my head, even just a little and I know one day I would fly no matter what, with  my broken wings and those days are coming...

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 08, 2016 ⏰

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