In Love With The Wrong Peter Parker

Failed Love

Y/N and Peter swing to his favourite spot. It is incredible beautiful and have an amazing view. They sit down. "I don't want to hurt you or anything but could you please tell me what happened to Gwen?", asks Y/N. Peter looks at her, Y/N can still see the pain in his eyes "I hope it's okay when I don't tell you the whole thing. Let's just say my best friend let her fall from a really high height. I tried to catch her. I was to late. She hit the ground and she died", he says with tears in his eyes. Y/N hugs him and whispers him in the ear "I'm so sorry, you don't deserve all of this. I know we don't really know eachother but if anything is wrong just come to me, alright? I'm here for you". He nods and whispers "Thanks".
They just sit there and say nothing. They are just some smiles though pain the give to eachother.
"You know what I'll tell you now something about my love life. My first love was a boy named Pietro Maximoff, the brother from one of my best friends. We 21 years old, we haven't a much different story, both hurt by HYDRA just different times. We had a date night once in a week, he was very clingy. Let's just say he always wanted to have his hands on me, shoulders, thighs doesn't matter where he just wanted to know if I was still there. He was so good at comforting. He is the reason I'm better in comforting other people. God I loved him so much. He was an angel. But I think God didn't wanted me to have luck. We were just a half year together, god took him away from me and Wanda. He just wanted to protect us on a mission. I had to recover myself for about a year until I got my second love. This time it was the guy whos parents were killed by my fathers whe he was the Winter Soldier. His name is Tony Stark. I think this love was a mistake but I mean now I know what I don't want. Don't get me wrong he is now an incredible partner to his fiancée Pepper. But during hour time he was the biggest asshole. Our relationship was just a love/hate relationship not more. We had alot of arguments. The only good thing at the end was just the sex", she laughs of her tears from Pietro.
Peter take her hand "You know the third one will always be the best one". Y/N smiles at him and lays her head on his shoulder.
It's 1 a.m. now.
Peter takes Y/N and swings with her back to the ground. To get a better mood he puts on some music and tries to get her to dance. Y/N shakes her head "Peter, thank you. But No, maybe sometime in future. The only thing I want to do now is to find away home". She goes away from Peter. She just wants to be alone so she flies to the one spot her Pete and her always hang out. She looks at the stars thinking that some of them is Pietro and maybe also her dusted friends. Y/N tears up and fell asleep.
The Next Morning
She opens her eyes again. She is laying in Aunt May's guest room where she have always slept when she was by her Peter. She smiles and have some hope that all of this was just a dream. She rans to the kitchen. Her smile fades. There is May but just not the right one. It all wasn't a long dream but then how the hell did she got here again. She remembers she fall asleep on hers and Peters favourite spot and not in this guest room.
"You know Peter searched for you all night, thankfully he found you. Now eat something", May says.
Y/N sits down. She makes some bread with honey like her father always did it for her. She eats silently.
"Morning, May! Oh- hey Y/N slept good?", Peter comes in to the kitchen. Y/N nods. "So you have found an idea how to get back?", he asks, "No, I literally tried to remeber if Doctor Strange told me anything about it. But all I can't remember anything not even how we casted that spell. So I guess we have to wait. Can I please stay here with you guys?".
"Of course, my dear. We can drive today to IKEA so you could decorate the guest room. After that we can go shopping if you want", Aunt May smiles at Y/N.
Peter and Y/N look at eachother "Is it okay for you to?", she asks him, he nods, "May I would love too".