no one like you// B.E

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"STOP RESISTING! STOP FUCKING RESISTING" some beefed up guard screams at me as he throws me into a cell, my bag being thrown in soon after.

i pick myself up from the ground and put my bag in the corner. i sit on this hard ass mat on some steel bed my ass.

i look at the other side of my cell and look at my roomates things.

she must get a lot from family, i mean shes got a whole snack bin. i just hope she isnt a stuck up bitch.

and even if she is, ive been through shit. im not gonna let anyone in here fuck with me. i aint soft. unless... i slip

i get up from my sorry excuse of a bed and walk to the bathroom, which was really just a corner with a toilet, sink and mirror.

the billie eilish... in prison
if i followed the plan id be a free woman, and rich as hell but whatever. i just cant believe i let my emotions get me caught.

6 years in here, fuck. me.

"well it seems like whoever lives here take really good care of it, i mean, tissue, tampons, soap, shower, this is like premium prison living." i say to myself

"damn right" another voice says. i spin to see a tall girl with light brown hair looking down at me. " heard i was getting a bunkie so i made sure to make it all nice nd shit" she says

" didnt think id get yo choose a cutie like you though, thought id be with some old bitch who killed her husband or something" she says reaching into one of her drawers.

" so how long u in for?"
"six years" i say as i sit on my bed

" i would ask what your name is and what youre in for but i already know that"

"ho-"
" billie eilish oconnell, 20, convicted of robbery and attempted murder. ya know... at a first glance i wouldnt have thought you had it in you to rob a bank" she said as she stripped her socks

"well it seems like you know everything there is to know about me, so tell me about you"

" well its a long story, but i might aswell tell it cus like, what else it there to do"
the girl took a deep breath and wiped a tear from her eye.

" it started when i was a little kid, my dad was a spoiled rich fuck and he would rape me almost everyday. it got so bad to where my ass would literally bleed. when i told my mom she said i was lying and she told him that i was lying on him.

he continued to rape me and he even allowed other men and women to come have their way with me. one day before i turned 18 he raped me with about 5 other people, there was this shovel and a can of paint just within my reach... and i killed them, all. i was awaiting trial for a year, during that time i probably had sex with 30 people. its not to brag, rather its to say that being raped fucked me up, i became addicted to sex.

anyways, they sentenced me to 16 years since it was self defense but still. and as you can see by all my porn mags, im addicted to these, since there was no one in here i wanna fuck. so yeah, before i killed him, he controlled a lotta shit in the state, my mom inherited his money and she sends me money all the time. she always sends a corny little card about how shes sorry she didnt believe me" shes real fucked up

"anyways, names odessa azion, but you can call me whatever you want lil mama"

"oh, uh okay, im sorry that happened" i say, avoiding eye contact
"oh its fine, ya know... if all that shit didnt happen, my dick would probably still be small" she chuckles

"what-" i say, genuinely confused