the streamer nextdoor! (ranboo x reader)

11. cancelled

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a/n HI CHAT SO UM U GET ANGST BUT I MIGHT BE THE ONE HWO ENDS UP CRYING. ANYWAY I WATCHED ENCANTO AND IT WAS GOOD 7/10. ALWAYS THE SAME LETS ROLLLLLLL INTO ITTTT~

y/n pov:

i open twitter and there it was

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 @ hater27262826282 

anyone else hate how y/n is stealing our ranboo #cancely/n

18k likes, 10k retweets, 24k (notice what i did there) dislikes.

replying to hater27262826282 ~ Deffo not y/ns twitter                  

so now this is akward 👁👅👁 but uhhh maybe just dont bc im not stealing what is "yours"

replying to Deffo not y/ns twitter ~ ranboosaysstuff

I didn't expect to be claimed afetr just trying to ice skate with a woman i hang out with everyday.

replying to ranboosaysstuff ~ Tommyinnit

you know woman irl? are they american?

replying to Tommyinnit ~ Deffo not y/ns twitter

yeah saddly 😔.

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i laugh at how we turned a bad situation into a good one but on the inside i am panicking to death. thoughts are just a mess rn (same) so i am now just pacing around my room. stress and panic turned in too a anxiety attack. 

(this will be based on mine i have so im sorry if anyone doesn't relate)

my eyes water as i try to breath one full breath but cant. i grab my water and chuck it against the other side for some reason. i now cant see or get water, great. i then melt into the floor since i feel helpless and the thoughts again rush into me. my head into my voice thinks im dying since it is saying 'dont die, dont die, dont die, dont die.' it repeats in my head over and over. (chat help one of my ears stoped working and the other has a ringing noise, fixxed it but uhhhh) i start crying thinking about it over and over again. until ranboo walks into my room and sees me on the floor. he grabs some water as i am hyperventilating (for people who don't know what that means it means breathing fast over and over again is my best way to describe it :) ) 

r-"hey hey take baby sips" (fun fact when i drink water at night or when i am panicking or crying i tale baby sips of my water!) 

i take the sips as ranboo talks

r-"hey hey hey, do you need a hug, do you want me to get you something, i can just ranble if you want."

i put up three fingers to show i want the third option, he starts ranbling for about four minutes until i point one finger to show i want a hug.

he hugs me and i startgetting tired and passing out in ranboos arms (i wish i could pass out in someones arms that would be the most comforting way to pass out ) 

ranboo pov:

se ends up falling asleep in my arms as i pick her up bridal style and placed her on her bed and laid with her since we both just lay in each others beds and cuddle. thats not romantic is it? no no, even if it was romantic it would be a small crush that would last like a week. unless i have a crush but im in denial, but that probably not it (ahem ahem cough cough get the hint). i ended falling asleep with her spooning. as i was falling asleep i was think about y/n and how chte she looks sleeping (not in a weird way) .

EXTRA:

y/n stream

y/n pov:

i was playing miencraft until i got a tts (text to speech) donations 

'how does it feel to be wanted on the canceling list?' 

y-"their trying to cancel me? awh, how cute!" (deffo no reference to ranboo haha ha.... ha...) 

y-"also that sentence of a dono made no since ok boss man?"

a/n my irl full arm is tired so im gonna go straight (unlike me) to bed so as almost always

drink water,

eat ur food,

get sleep,

clean something,

take meds if needed.

(btw i did all of thoose things so i am proud of myself for that and i hope u r proud of urself too :D)

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