the streamer nextdoor! (ranboo x reader)

12.new year.

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a/n im having a oanic attck rn but i wanna write since i dont have headphone to cal, me down w tommy plus ninwater so writing in middle of pnaic attck also i almost hit thre hundred so yay

y/n pov:

its been a few days since the anxiety attack and ranboo has been comforting me non stop (he is obsessed w y/n as tommy is with saying curse words). it was new years eve. (also help its gonna be new years in 17 minutes from when im writing)  it was 11:43 so i was scared for what is gonna happen in a few short minutes. the new years kiss. ive known ranboo for a few months and we are really close so i thought of something.

y-"hey, uh ranboo"

r-"hm?"

y-"will u be my new years kiss." 

i say quietly enough so nobody but ranboo who was im the room could hear. b/f/n was also im the room but she was at the complete other side of the room, which was where her bed was. she said they was gonna sleep though it but I obviously wouldnt let them (im sorry i forgot what pronouns i put for b/f/n so i am gonna use they/them!). ranboo turns bright red and nods. 

ranboo pov:

oh.

my.

god.

oksomybestfriendwhoihaveatinycrushonisaskingmetobetheirnewyearskissanditshappening inonlynow11minuteswhatthelivingfork. (ok so my best friend who i have a tiny crush on is asking me to be their new years kiss and it's happening in only now 11 minutes what the living fork) 

ok calm down, say yes,

or nodding works.

T.S TO 11:59 (thats in five minutes till ((btw imma spend my time looking at tommyinnit memes.)))

y/n mind:

holy shut ho,y shit holy shit holy shittttttt.......

im about to kiss ranboo. we look at the countdown. 

normal y/n pov:

10...

ok im about to kiss a boy im kinda crushing on.

9...

wait crushing on? i never agreed to that mind.

8...

ok well he is really cute, and i love spending time w him (help its 10 second tk go irl ((holy shitballs i hit it irl! im so scaredly excited. happy new year, if u already hit it; good for u! if u hadn't yet; wait since it hits so different for some reason!))) and i love the way he helps me out so much even in my dark times. 

7...

oh shit im in love with ranboo.

6...

and im about to kiss him

5...

oh god im so scared 

4...

what if it ruins our friendship

3..

then he wouldnt have agreed.

2...

then the dits connect. ranboo like me too.

1...

new year resolution: get ranboo to be my boyfriend.

0!

and then, we kiss.

holy muffin this is magical! I suddenly feel like im floating. up in cloud 9. oh what has this boy done to me.

ranboo pov during kiss: (this is gonna be weird since i have never had my first kiss so idk how to write the scenes.)

our lips connect and i melt into the kiss. i got to kiss my crush. i know now it isnt a tiny crush. its a big one (THATS WHAT SHE SAID). ok at least i know what my goal is for the year; get y/n to be my girlfriend. 

(this whole kiss thing reminds me of that one scene is brooklyn 99

gina:let me guess, you and jake are having issues so you want me to teach you how to kiss.

amy:no i know how to kiss, i read books)

pov y/n to back: (it was a mistake but im keeping it since im to tired of fixxing these issues when im writing)  

its now 12:01 since we may or may not have kissed for 35 seconds. b/f/n wiggles her eyebrows at me and i laugh and say my favourite line ever.

y-"put a sock in it."

a/n WOO HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE I HOPE THIS WONT BE AS POOP AS THE LAST TWO YEARS.

MY GOAL IS TO SWEAR LESS SINCE I DID WAYYY TO MUCH LAST YEAR SO GOOD NIGHT OR DAY

IF MEDS TAKE NECESSARY 

EAT UR FOOD

DRINK UR WATER

GET SLEEP

TAKE CARE OF URSELF

HAPPY NEW YEARS

AND GOODBYE CHAT <3333333

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