"You don't need to hide anymore" A neagami story

Chapter 3- Did he care?

Byakuyas POV:

~~~~~~~~~THE NEXT DAY~~~~~~~~~

I had woken up In my dorm room, as soon as I had entered I had decorated so my room looked quite different to the ones others were sleeping in, although I could only assume. My room, as soon as you walked through the door, had a desk that had a spinning chair and a few booklets neatly stacked ontop of each other, there was a bookshelf on the remaining wall not covered by my desk or by my bed, my bed which was completely covered with different blankets and Dovets, was bearly seen because of the mountain of support covers. If anyone was to come in, (which I highly doubted would happen, who'd wanna see me?) I would lie and say the blankets were for comfort. They were there for me to cry into morbid, but sadly true. (I can't remember the last time I had slept peacefully). Today I slept horribly, I had stayed up most of all night thinking about this killing game I was in, (many people thought that I didn't care because I was just deep in thought but really I was trying to find a fault in monokumas plan trying to find a fault, a way out because somehow I knew that the only way to survive was to think logically. If you didn't think logically you could slip up murder someone, if you didn't think logically you would be an easy target, you had to think logically to survive. There (as morbid as it sounds) need to not be scared not freak out about this killing game, if you did you would be easy bait for a killer. These thought has kept me up most of the night, but eventually I had fell asleep it wasn't a good night's sleep.

I grudgingly got up to my desk, (which had a proped up mirror on it) and looked into the desk draws and found what I was looking for almost instantly. Makeup, that is what I had found makeup, usually I wouldn't use makeup for this sort of thing, it was only a bad night's sleep not...... I trailed of... not.. anything else. But my brain had concluded that these where my new classmates, I had to make a good impression, I couldn't look like a walking skeleton! So I applied my makeup covering my dark bags under my eyes, and just as I was about to head out the door a weird announcement popped up on a monitor hung up in the corner of the room. Monokuma had told us about the morning announcement but I had completely forgotten. As the announcement played I ignored it and walked to the dining hall, (as we had planned we would meet their every day) I opened the door to see all my classmates look at me, bags under their eyes, I was confused. I hadent expected to see everyone so tired, why were they tired? My curiosity got the best of me and I asked, "Why do you all look so tired?" But clearly that was the wrong thing to say as a short but strong looking girl with brown hair in a messy ponytail yelled "WHY ARE WE TIRED? WE JUST LEARND THAT WE HAD TO KILL SOMEONE TO LEAVE AND YOUR ASKING US WHY WE'RE TIRED! HAVE YOU GONE INSANE???" As she yelled that, I flinched and I realised everyone stared at me like I was a monster like I was an emotionless monster who didn't understand emotions. (Its true that I found it hard to understand emotions but I wasn't a monster, right??) I began questioning myself until I realised that the boy I had helped before was looking at me empathitically, he felt.... bad for me??? I just rushed out of the dining hall, and as soon as I had left I had started crying. I was crying not just because I was called a monster but also because someone cared for me,...I think.... I think he cared for me... I couldn't tell. No-one has ever cared about me before and it had made me cry. I don't know why...? I ran back to my room, I ran as fast as I could (which was surprisingly fast because of how tall I was) I swear I could hear footsteps as I ran but I didn't look back in fear in case I saw her.

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This is chapter three sorry it took so long for me to write it.. and thanks for reading