The Young Loved

Helpless

  On another side of same paper there was also Lemon's number. I didn't want to talk with Peter, but i felt like I could share about all of it with her. I added her number on my phone and callled her as soon as I started to feel a little better.

-Hello?

-H-Hey Lem! It's me, Yar... I wonder if you want to come to my house and uhhh... Just talk, maybe?

-Oh,Yar! Sure. When?

-In next hour if it's possible...

-I'm free today so sure! I will be there soon.

  I hang up the call and I sended her address of my location, and I started to clean up my room, kitchen, and other stuff so my place won't look really messy. It was so long time since someone has came to my place, so I didn't want to disgust Lemon because of those uncleaned rooms.

  After some time Lemon finally reached my home. I noticed her standing outside my window, so I just opened the front door and letted her in.

-Wow, your place looks so cozy! But a question still, what is the actual reason why you called me here?

-W-what do you mean? I just wanted to spend time with you...

  She putted her coat on the hanger and right after that hugged me. That night flashed in my eyes again and I started to cry. We both sat down on the sofa and just continued to hug each other. We stayed silent for some time. Silent ticking of the clocks, my quite sobs through tears, crickets playing outside, calm breath of Lemon. Much more peaceful than it was before. It was the exact thing I needed. Just peace.

-What's wrong Yar? You can always tell me...

-I-It's Peter... He is just...

-Hm? What is it?

-He is breaking in my house, a-abuses me, does stuff with me I never wanted...

-He what again...

  Lemon looked pretty shocked after what I have said to her, but she still was calm about it. She sighed:

-It's his obsession to you... After he met you, his room become just full of your photos, he talked about you a lot of times, he tries to do his best to just get you to love him...

  So my thoughts about him that he is obsessed weren't wrong at all. But to love him? Peter is just a crazy person who likes everything about me.

-I don't know what to do with him, he scares me so much, and just last night he came to me... It was just too much awful.

-Oh dear, I'm so sorry that you had to go through that...

  She hugged me tightly so I could calm down at least for a bit. And it actually helped me a lot. I knew I could trust Lemon with everything. But just the fact that she is his brother scares me a lot. Maybe I'm trusting her too much by telling it.

-If Peter will do something more to you, you should will just report him to police. Because sometimes he can just go too far... But If you will let him do stuff to you yourself, he will go much easier on you and he will stop himself do anything to much to you without your permission. He will understand himself that he should give you freedom and normal warmth you need, I can't be here all the time, and you know it so far... It's all I can tell, I wish I could help more, but that is everything I know that can help you with him.

  I couldn't believe my ears.  If I will take it in another way, all I heard was just:" Don't resist too much, or it will become worse."

-Do you mean that I shouldn't resist him?

-It's not exactly what I meant, but pretty close thought...

  Now, I just understood that I'm in helpless situation to myself. How am I supposed to not resist his moves? I thought that Lemon would help me in this situation, but my call her to come over was just pointless now. 

  After some more hugs, I made for both of us tea and we talked about other stuff along that. We even danced together under my favourite song. Lemon dances so good, I won't lie. We also played some boardgames, but when it turned almost in night time, Lemon left back home. But I honestly enjoyed time we spended together. I really did. But again, night time...