The Young Loved

Went Too Far

  I was watching own room, still crying about what happened yesterday. I was just sitting there, remembering all those moments me, Gabriel and Danya had together. I forgot about school and other stuff. I couldn't feel anything, but just remorse that I left them alone at their room together.

  Suddenly I heard that one of the windows were opening. I pretended that I were asleep. That was second time already when someone tries to get in my house. I still had my phone near my bed so I could pick it up any moment and call police. As I looked at that window, I saw a person coming in. Looking closely to it, I realized that it was Peter. His face were covered in blood a little. I got really terrified. I picked up the phone and started to call 911.

-No no no! Wait! Don't!

  He took the phone away from me and hang up the call. He grabbed my hand so I couldn't run or get my phone back. I started to cry even more than before.

-What are you doing here!? J-Just why are you like that?

  He didn't answear it. All he did is just hugged me. For some reason I felt more calm while he was doing it. That slight warm from his body made me feel better. I whiped away the blood from his face, but I didn't question why he was covered in blood. Yet he seemed to like that I cleaned him up.

-Did something happened that you are...crying now?

-Someone murdered my friends. My only friends I had...

  Peter actually looked like that he was worried for me, but not upset or anything.

-Oh, I'm sorry to hear that...

  He holded my hands trying to calm me down. At one point I started to think that even though that Peter just broke into my house, plus covered in blood. He still didn't hurt me or anything. When I just realized that I wanted him to stay with me.

-P-Peter...

-Hm?

-Please stay with me just this night...

  I looked in his eyes, literally begging him to spend this night with me. He looked shocked at me. He didn't expect that request from me. But he got flustered after that as well, which made me worried. That slight blush on his face, it felt like he was about to something with me. And I weren't wrong. He took his coat off and then his shirt away. I could see his chest now. He might look really boney from outside, but if you look closely to him, he actually look pretty strong for a tall man. Yet I couldn't understand he was about to do.

-What are you doing...

  Peter sat down in front of me on my bed and faced me to him. He placed me between his legs. I started to feel a light pleasure but nothing more than that. I still couldn't understand what he wanted.

-Don't worry about it.

  And after just a second of looking at each other, Peter kissed me. I could feel his tongue really good. It was so big and long, I could barely breath. That felt disgusting and just too much for myself. I started to push him away, kick him somehow, but it didn't work. I couldn't feel myself anymore. After a minute of that, he freed me from his long tongue but he started to lick my face after that, bitting my shoulders but nothing more than that. I felt so tired after that, but I couldn't fall asleep as well.

-S-stop! Please!

  I started to cry again. I hated everything he did to me.

-Was that too much for you?...

  Peter actually stopped. All I did after that is just layed down on bed. I didn't want to say a single word I wanted to just because of the fact that he could do everything with me if I'd just annoy him. He sat down near me. He looked like that he actually felt guilty.

-Sorry if I scared you or something, I didn't mean to...

  I didn't respond. I just were too scared to do anything. Some minutes have passed and I heard that he left through the same window he got to me. Why'd he do those things to me? I just couldn't fall asleep after that at all. I just layed there, crying, thinking about all of the events that have happened to myself in one day. My friends died, I almost got raped or abused or something like that... My mind was full of those stuff but nothing else. Just endless loop of the scene seeing my friends dead, seeing Peter in front of me, kissing me for so long. Plus he just stole my first ever kiss that way. I fell asleep with those thoughts that were bothering me too much. Just till next morning, just like that...