Liam's (pov)
I was laying on my bed looking at the ceiling.
Trying to ignore the screaming voice down stairs, that happen to belong to my Mom and dad.
"Hes a fucken disgrace, why do we even bother with him." My dad yelled at my Mom.
"Hes your problem not mine" was the last thing I heard before the screaming down stairs was replaced with a loud slam caused by the front door.
"You stupid son of a bitch!" My dad opens my door.
"You are the such a disgrace you stupid faggot. We should have never gave birth to you!" My dad screamed as he hit me repeatly with his belt.
Every word he said will be forever engraved in my heart and mind.
I was laying on my stomach where the cold white tile below me stood, my dad had stopped beating me, a few hours ago.
My body screamed in pain, when I stood up to go to the restroom.
I instantly went to look at myself in the mirror.
A monster was all I saw despite the bruises, blood, and scratches from my face and body I craved pain not from my dad's belt but from my friend.
The razor.... I quickly took it out of the cabinet, (A/N you know those in the restroom Yeah those) and smiled down upon it.
I took my little friend in my hand, I then proceeded to put the shiny metal in between my index and thumb.
One cut for being stupid.
Two cuts for being a disgrace.
Three cuts for being a faggot.
Four cuts for being born.
Five cuts for being useless.
Six cuts for not being loveable.
Seven cuts for being a problem.
Eight cuts for being me.
36 total cuts.
Your probably wondering why my dad beats me.
Well it use to never be like this we use to be a loving family, but until my older brother died.
I remember it like it was yesterday.
I clean my cuts and bruises, then I go and lay down in my bed.
I look over to my alarm clock it read 10:00 p.m.
I hate night time, that's when my demons start yelling at me, and I always end up crying myself to sleep.
I don't want to be like this anymore I want to be normal.
A/N
Hi guys I hope your enjoying it so far. You are welcome to leave comments. I'll try to update faster, love you lots xx bryannaa
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I was too late ||ziam||
Fanfiction"I'm sorry I should have been there" he sobbed. "But, I was too late" was whispered. This will be a Ziam story. (warning) it maybe triggering has suicide, self-harm, eating disorder, abuse, drugs and violence. You have been warn.
