author's note - please read

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suicide. it isn't a joke and it is a very sad thing. you feel like you are consumed in darkness, nothing seems to get better. you think about how pathetic you and your life is. maybe you don't think people care. maybe you think there isn't hope

listen up, someone somewhere out there cares. can't think of anyone? i do. i care so much. even though i am a writer of a spiritual book i can tell you now i care. talk to me. unload, rant, share. 

please, I beg of you don't hurt or kill yourself. there is hope for you. don't feel alone. you are loved. a woman once came up to me and after having a  previous encounter with some mean girls at school giving me trouble over a certain topic in a class that they had wanted for a project the woman pulled me aside.  

she looked at me and told me she could look at my smile, and she could hear my laugh and then  she looked into my eyes. she told me behind those eyes she could tell there was sadness. i began to cry, breaking down right there. 

someone out there knows your pain.

this book is dedicated to a boy, i never met. that killed himself -- i cried, and continued to cry many times wishing he was alive. i wish someone was there for him. 

so that being said, if this book ever gets published i dedicated to this book to him. 


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