3 words ... (justin x ryan)

"okay, my love" .

WARNING: there will be cussing in this chapter. you have been warned.

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~ justin's pov ~

my eyes popped open with the speed of light.

"u- uh, what ?" i question ryan.

i thought i at least had a tint of pink on my face, but, i ended up being full on beat red ..

"heh ... sorry .." was all i heard from ryan.

"o- oh, its okay, don't worry about it ..." was all i could say.

' dammit justin ! why are you flustered right now !! its just ryan. ' i thought to myself before laying my head back down, back still facing ryan.

he wrapped his arms back around me, but, i was okay with it. i trust ryan.

~ ryan's pov ~

I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT TOO HIM-

IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT RIGHT NOW.

oh my god .. oh my god .. oh my GOD ...

i know theres NO possible way that justin is flustered ... right ?

i mean yeah, justin has an adorable smile.

cute hair.

beautiful eyes.

a soft smile.

wait ..

do i ....

like him ????

~ justin's pov ~

its been around 1 hour since ryan said that.

he had fallen back asleep, but i couldn't bring myself too.

his strong grip loosened when he was asleep, so i slid out of bed so i could go see oli.

oli and i were very close. as were ryan and seb.

i walk up to oli and regie's room and knock on the door.

regie opened it and said, "oli's in there, but im gonna leave for a bit. ill be back".

"okay seeya". i responded, with a smile.

i walk into their room to see their LED lights on purple while oli is watching anime.

"oh, hey justin !" oli said with a huge smile as he pauses the anime he was watching.

"hiii !!" i reply.

"do you need something tho ?" oli asks me.

"welllll, i do need to tell you something that happened a little bit ago ..."

"okay". he patted next to him on the bed, showing me where to sit.

i sat.

"oookayy, so what happened ??" oli said with a interested expression.

"sooooooo, ryan, may or may not have called me my love ..." i say kinda scared because of what he will say.

"WHAT" oli basically screeched.

"YEAH IKR." but thats not all my friend.

"he also may or may not have cuddled me while i was asleep AND played with my hair ..." i say, still a bit nervous.

"OH MY GODDDDD" oli screeches yet, again.

"wait wait, are you for real ??"

"yeah .."

"OMG YAYY"

"OLI !!! quiet down. he's still sleeping." i scolded.

"sorry, sorry" he said.

"its fine, but i dont want him waking up knowing i told someone .." i say genuinly nervous.

"well what does he expect ?? we're bestfriends !" he reminded.

"yeah, yeah. you're right !!"

"aren't i always-"

"no-"

"shut up."

we laugh at our random antics before i speak again.

"whateverrr. im gonna go back to my room now though." i say as i get up.

"okay seeya laterrr !" oli lightly yells as i walk to the door to leave.

"bye !!" i yell once more as i close the door.

i walk back into mine and ryan's room to see him awake on his phone.

"oh, hey. you're up !" i say as i flash my signature smile.

"yep" he replies with a small and short smile.

"sorry if you woke up to oli yelling ..." i say calmly

"don't be sorry silly. i know that's his personality." he said nicely.

i smile and go to my desk with my pc on it. i open the amazon app and speak once more.

"i wanna order some LED lights off amazon, is that okay with you ??" i ask.

"ya know, its not just my room justin. its ours. you don't have too ask me." he responds.

"o- okay .." i stuttered out.

' GOD DAMMIT JUSTIN, WHY DID YOU STUTTER LIKE A BITCH ' i think harshly.

ryan smiles a bit. like, a genuine smile. not a half one, FULL.

OMG I GOT HIM TO SMILE !! YAY !!

' wait why am i happy i got him to smile ..."

do i ....

like him ???

[ To Be Continued ]

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AN: finally a longer chapter lol ! how are you guys liking the story so far ?? yeah i only have what, 4 chapters now, but i think its going well !! ill probably update again later tho !!

- author, calista <3