so hope.
i think that's what this is.
hope that i'm not a hopeless case
that i'm not an experiment that someone decided not to finish.
an experiment that has to end itself.
so i guess i can tell you i've found my life support
and it's free of charge.
faith
faith in God
the faith that i've been slowly drifting away from because
because.
but i need to believe that there is somebody out there
or up there
that knows where i am
even when i am this lost
and ask that somebody
to guide me
somewhere
somewhere
that is not here.
so no more pigs.
no more not caring.
just him.
because i'm finally helping myself.
song for this chapter || life support-sam smith
