Sidemen Imagines

Vikk Imagine

This is important okay. Trigger warning here. Bullying and self-harm. I'll indicate it with a row of star things (***************)
Keep calm. Its only Vikk I'm sure you'll be fine to ask for a photo. You slowly look towards him. You had been walking through Trafalgar Square when you saw the tweet. @Vikkstar123 : See if you can spot the sidemen + @calfreezy and @joe_weller_ in Trafalgar Square later today. Spotting begins at 7. It was now 10 at night and they were still here and so were you. You spotted them sat on a wall all laughing and talking and you thought about how rude it would be to interrupt them. So you sat on a wall a few feet away and had and told yourself to gather up the courage to go and ask for a photo. I guess they assumed you were a fan because Vikk had walked up to you,
"You okay? I saw you looking over at us? Do you want to come and take a photo with us? You look a bit cold and too shy to ask."
You simply nodded at him, incapable of saying a word at the fact they asked you if you wanted a photo. So you stood up and walked over to them.
"I guess you know who I am."
You nod.
"So, what's your name?"
"It's Y/N."
"Sounds like a lovely name."
You'd make it to the sidemen plus Freezy and Weller. You saw them all look at you confused.
"Yo, you want a picture?" JJ shouted at you.
"If you wouldn't mind. You don't have to because I know its late and you've probably stopped now but I mean if you could take one with me, I'd be grateful."
"Of course we can, anything for a fan." Vikk said, smiling at you.
Luckily someone was walking past sober enough to take a photo, so you stopped him and politely asked if he could take it. They all gathered around you and you felt safe and warm there. The guy gave you back your phone and you smil at the photo, you looked happy for once, and it wasn't faked.
"I best be off, thank you again for that. You guys are the best." You said.
"Can't leave without giving us all a hug." Vikk replied.
You willingly hugged them all and felt as if nothing in the world was wrong.
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"Umm, Y/N. You okay, like 100% okay?" Freezy asked.
"Of course I am, I met my idols, why wouldn't I be?" You said. Then you realised what he was talking about. You slowly looked down to your arm and hastily pulled your sleeve down.
"It was a rough patch a couple of years ago. I'm better now though. No need to worry." You said with a fake smile. It still hurt like hell inside, thinking about those people that made you're life a living hell. Turned your arm into a chopping board of pain relief. A lie you told yourself.
"Well, some look like they were done a few days ago. It can't be better." Vikk said. "We're going back to our house, you should come too. I mean, you'll be safe there."
You tried to protest against the idea but everyone agreed with Vikk.
*time skip*
The walk home was calm and nice. You felt surrounded by positive vibes and nothing was going to bring you down tonight. You'd all gathered in the living room area.
"So, Y/N. Tell us what happened." Harry said.
"Its best to talk about it, than bottle it up." Added Josh.
"Well, um, I don't know where to start. Right okay, my parents split up when I was 15. My mum had been cheating on my dad, so my dad broke it off with her as soon as he found out. Me and my dad moved out of the house because we didn't want to be anywhere near her. So, we found this apartment, it was just the right size for us both and close enough to the school I was going to and we kept what happened to ourselves. No one really knew why my parents broke up and me and dad wanted to keep it that way. So, eventually this kid that had picked on my since year 3 came strolling over and told me how my mum cheated on my dad because she was ashamed of us. We were useless and he couldn't hold a job or how I was going to fail my GCSE's. He'd find a new way to taunt me everyday. He got bored of just saying stuff so he'd hit me, started barging me in the corridors and then escalated to punching me in the stomach or kicking me. He got bored of how I'd always stand up at the end of it all, so he'd knock me out. One week he knocked me out cold 6 times, he broke me leg this once and dislocated my shoulders a few times. So, I wouldn't tell my dad any of it and he was part of the army, so one day he went on tour to Afghanistan, and he left me with my mum. We didn't speak or anything we just kind of lived there. I was always in my room. Reading, youtube, music, work. So I never spoke to her and one day she came into my room and told me my dad was missing in action. And that's when I started, I guess I got so low I thought that this would help ease the pain of everything. They found my dad a few weeks after that. They put him on a mental ward because he was so damaged mentally and physically. He's still there now. But anyway, my bully found out and used it against me. Tell me how he was dead, how he purposely went missing so he could get rid of me. And it was all too much. So now I'm here. Moved to London to get a better job, a new life as it was. But it all stays there in the back of my mind. Like a scar, to remind me of what made me who I am today." It was out now, your whole story, well condensed version. You didn't look up once whilst telling it but you could sense all the stares and the people feeling sorry for you vibes. Next thing you knew Vikk wrapped his arms around you and whispers in your ear,
"I'll protect you. I'll keep you safe, I promise."
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Helllo again people. Well its been a long time since we updated but we've been jam packed recently. But we'll try and upload as much as possible. Stay safe guys. *virtual hugs* Lowri.