It's been a few months we've been shooting scenes back and forth I was exhausted but quite relieved the season was halfway over I sat on my bed with Eddie in my arms gently petting her.
Today we had to rehearse the scenes for The Wedding I was a bit nervous about the thought I'm going to be standing naked it wasn't because I had to be with other people but it was pacifically Sam.
I tried to brush the thought off and I began heading out making my way there.
When I arrived I decided to get dressed into my wedding dress for the set we we're only focusing on the part where we didn't have to pretend to have sex on camera it was a relief.
"Sam isn't here yet?" Micheal said with a questionable look.
"No I don't think so I haven't seen him, I'm sure he'll be here shortly."
Micheal started touching up on my hair with a delicate brush and a curling iron.
Moments later, Sam then came in swiftly as he almost tripped over I tried to contain my laughter.
"Are you alright?" I said in between pauses trying not to laugh.
He smirked at me, "I'm fine don't worry," he said.
Micheal had left the room for a few minutes it was just me and Sam alone in the dressing room.
He walked over to me; he looked dashing, his smile made me light up, almost feeling the burn on my face like I was blushing.
"I brought ye coffee." he smiled, giving it to me
"Thank you, Sam!"
I stood up, offering him a warm hug.
Sam cherished the warmth of Cait's hugs he wanted to avoid letting her go, her breast against his Chest it almost seemed like an embrace a pure sign of devotion, Cait enjoyed his chest against her, his muscles tightening as he hugged her, she felt the heat of Sam's body against hers.
After Cait let him go, she smiled and took a sip of the coffee, "This is delicious." Sam gave Cait a pleasing smile to show his appreciation.
It was soon we'd go over some scenes, I was anxious thinking of me playing as Claire kissing Jamie.
"We still have a few minutes before having to continue on set, d'ye want to go outside for fresh air?" Sam asked Cait politely with a lopsided smile.
His voice the deepness, and that sexy Scottish accent just made me blown away every time Cait thought to herself.
"I accept your offer Mr. Heughan," she said giving him a slight smile tilting her head slightly.
* * *
Just the two of us alone with the cold chilling wind. We sat on a stack of hay near the barn then I broke the silence.
"are you nervous about our sex scene?" I asked with curiosity.
"A bit. We will be naked in front of a bunch of cameras and people, I dinna think anyone would not be nervous." he chuckled tensely from the question Cait asked him.
"I suppose you're right but just know the first sex scene we perform we will not be showing much we'll still be halfway clothed," she said still taking sips of the coffee that Sam had been given her.
They sat in silence for a few moments. Sam wanted to admit how he loved holding her close, but he thought to himself it may have been too soon.
"We should head back inside?" Cait said softly, breaking the once again silence.
He loved Cait's delicate blue eyes and her infectious laugh and smile, her bright pale skin as the sunlight touched her It made him jealous of the sun itself. He couldn't stop glaring over at her.
He stood up, reaching his hand out to her without saying a word "What are you doing, Sam?"
She suddenly held his hand, as Sam led her inside to the set. They started shooting scenes, they demanded to start with the scene of Jamie and Claire getting wed.
Sam thought Cait looked beautiful in her wedding dress he couldn't keep his eyes off her.
"I can't marry you... I don't even know your real name." Cait said as Claire
Then Sam said as Jamie, "James Alexander Malcolm Mackenzie Fraser."
"Claire Elizabeth Beauchamp."
The scenes continued after this "Till death us do part" Sam said as Jamie
They began wrapping up around 6 pm way early than usual, Cait walked over to Sam
"Well played, Sam" with a bright smile
Sam smiled "You we're great."
Sam thought about how they'd kissed during the scene for the wedding, It gave him chills up to his body, her lips against his. Since they've had to repeat the scene so many times.
Cait walked off getting ready to leave the set, and so did Sam.
* * *
Sam got arrived home he couldn't stop thinking about Cait. Her beautiful hair the length whether or not she was on set I could not avoid thinking about her, glorious smile, her precious eyes, and her delicate skin.
I did not know if it was love, lust, or desire. It was too soon for me to love her when we rarely shared an intimate moment.
Sam thought about asking Cait on a date, not too fancy but something to have cait satisfied. Sam wanted cait's first date wi Him to be enjoyable enough for a second date.
He picked up his phone, staring at it for some time...
Sam was nervous there was no way he would message Cait it was late around 8 pm now.
After a moment, Sam raised the courage to call Cait instead rather than texting. He started ringing her phone a few times, eventually, she answered.
"Sam?"
"Cait, I'm sorry to disturb you I just wanted to ask you something," he said a bit anxious
"Of course Sam you can tell me anything, I'm listening," she said softly
Sam began feeling more nervous as Cait spoke she gave a quick response though she was listening he still felt embarrassed due to calling her so late.
"... I want... to take... you on a date if you do not mind, I want to impress you," he said in between short pauses.
Sam's heart was racing and so was Cait's they sat in silence for a moment. Sam was nervous she'd disagree.
"What if it's too soon, Sam?" Cait said hopelessly
Cait wanted him more than the world, but she didn't know whether she'd loved him or just had a serious lust relationship with him. They were in silence for over a minute.
"I admire you, Sam, but what if this ruins our career?" She replied worriedly.
"God, Cait I want you. We can just chat nothing more, it'll be a friend invite instead of a date." Sam said cautiously.
"I suppose... Sam it's a friendly invite then," she responded smiling.
"Thank you, Cait," he said pleasantly.
"Where are we meeting?" Cait said.
Sam hesitated for a split second of knowing how he preferred to take Cait there himself.
"I was considering... About coming to pick you up?" he replied, stuttering.
Cait felt if she allowed him, it would be a better decision, but then he'd know where she lived. She momentarily thought about it.
"Yes, you can pick me up, though I must ask when is this friend on friend invite?" She replied, teasing him.
"Och, is this Saturday convenient for you 6 pm, Cait?"
"Very much is, I can't wait to see you."
YOU ARE READING
My Desire For You
RomanceThe stars Sam Heughan and Caitríona Balfe think they love each other they encounter troubles in between their theory that comes verra true they can't determine if it's lust or actual passion. So only finding out..... (NSFR)