If I'm wrong, I am right / Severus Snape x reader

you are so beautiful

Smut!!!! ( Finally)

He kissed your chin, your neck, your cheek. He was so gentle the whole time and careful to touch you, finding the right spots, before he began to grab your ass. He pressed your body close to his,  when he lifted himself up to walk to the bedroom. You felt his hard cock on your stomach.

He placed you carefully on the bed so that he was atop of you, legs on each side of your body - still not breaking the kiss.

You grabbed his neck and shoulders to pull him close. His hands moved to your shirt to slowly open the bottoms, checking of it was okay for you.

His eyes went down to your exposed chest which he immediately worshipped with kissed. ,, Beautiful" he said between all the kisses. You slightly moaned at his words, touching his hair ; guiding him, having control over his movements.

He went down to your belly with his hands on your waist. He looked up, waiting for your consent to continue. You noded, giving him the okay but as he began to put your trousers down before you interrupted.

,,Stop." you said quietly, feeling embarrassed; feeling guilty.

He looked at you.

,,Is everything alright? We don't have to continue if you're not ready. That's okay." he said, now laying beside you, brushing hair out of your face, placing his big hand on your cheek.

,,It's not that." you replied quite shy, without looking him in the eye.

,,Then what is it dear? You can tell me." he said sounding a bit concerned which he tried to hide.

,,I- I am not shaved because I didn't expect this to happen." you finally said, looking at his hair not into his eyes. That was impossible - at leat now.

,,Look at me y/n" he ordered gently and you did ,,I don't care if you're shaved or not. It's your body and not mine."

,,Your beautiful body." he whispered into your ear after a few seconds of pure eye contact.

He put down your shirt, leaving you only in a black bra.

He pressed your body down to kiss it all over again - every inch of it. He opened the bottom of your trousers and put in carefully down so that you were only in underwear now. The room was cold but the electricity who flowed through your body covered it. His leg was now between your legs and the arms beside your head before he began to kiss you again - deeply.

Your hands moved to his shirt with the intention to undress him. The kiss got shortly interrupted by him putting his shirt down. He seemed to be insecure about himself, obviously thinking you wouldn't notice.

His chest and arms were covered with scars.

,,Are you okay?" you asked looking him directly into the eyes, touching his chest carefully.

,,Of course." he answered, which was a lie. It was always a problem for him to show his skin. That's never a problem besides in situations like this and in summer when it's so unbelievably hot under his layers of clothes.

,, Severus, tell me."

His heart beated to fast.

,,The scars. I hate them, their ugly. They're making me even more unattractive."

,,I like them." you said and it was the truth. Scars, smoking and eye bags were some things you found weirdly attractive.

,,You are beautiful Severus."

He smiled a little, kissing you lips for the 100th time this night.

His hand touched you waist, then your pantie. Your breathing was hard which he took as a yes but he still asked for consent.

,,B-be careful. I've never been with anyone...I mean I- I never had sex before."

,,Of course I am." he replied kissing your collarbone.

His hand went to your clit, stimulating it. A moan escaped your lips. It felt so good to be touched by Severus. His hand felt so much better down there than your own possibly could.

Your breathing went harder and one of your hands grabbed his upper arm. Then he stopped and his pointer finger entered you - it felt so good.

After you god used to his one finger he added an other, which hurt a bit.

,,It's going to hurt a bit but that'll fade. I promise." he said and it was true. He moved a the fingers a few times in and out before the pain turned into pleasure. It felt so intimate, knowing one of his body parts was inside of you.

,,Do you want to get further?" he asked, and you immediately knew what he meant.

,,Yes. Please."

,, It'll hurt for a moment but I try to be as careful as possible." he told.

He got on top of you put his trousers and boxer down. His forehead was pressed of yours. Your hands on each upper arm.

You felt his cock against your sensitive area, then he entered you. His cock was so much bigger than his two fingers and it hurt much worse. The hands on his arm held it tight and your nails pressed into into them.

,,Sev." you whispered.

,,I know darling, the pain will go soon."

He moved so that he was completely inside of you. His left hand touched your clit, rubbing circles.

He didn't move for a few seconds before you allowed him to do so.

And from one second to another the pain stopped and then you could appreciate the moment more. Severus -, the man you desired all the time was buried in your body, making himself feel good. Making you feel incredible.

He moaned against your face, touching one of your breasts with the hand who who took care of your clit before.

,,It feels so good Severus. Don't stop."

The pleasure went more and more. You always heard that the first time is going to be horrible but it wasn't. Everything was so nice and he took such good care not to hurt you.

His hand went to your clit again because he noticed how close you were.

,,Are you going to cum?" he said into your ear which send goosebumps all over your body and making your heart beat so fast - almost faster than his before.

,,Yes." and then a huge wave of pleasure overcame your body. It made you scream out his name and your legs shake. Of course you had orgasms before but none of them compose to the one you had right now.

,,God, Severus." you screamed.

He was still inside of you. Your screams made him dizzy and your pulsing count around him was almost too much. A few more thrusts before he also came.

He collapsed next to you on the bed.

Both of you were out of breath and still too amazed by it.

Severus was the first who spoke.

,,Are you alright?" he asked with his arms around you to feel your skin , your body close to his.

,,I've never felt so good in my entire life." you answered, laying on your belly while your arms supported you, looking at him. Smiling.

,,I almost fainted when I heard your sweet voice screaming my name."

,,I almost fainted when you touched me and made me feel things I've never did before."

You out your head on his chest, his hearts nearly exploring.

His arms wrapped around you, touching one of your breasts slightly.

You fell asleep first, he did ten minutes after.