SHOW ME LOVE(URBAN STORY)

chapter 14

Asa P.o.v
I woke up to someone slamming the door. Maybe their mad or drunk so being me i slowly rose from my bed and went up upstairs to see what was happening, when i went to the living room i see quanny pacing back in fort saying why he did not make amove on her. Is she really stressing about a dick?

It's really funny that she claims everybody want her but she gets mad when one person does not dick her down. Like seriously there are other things to worry about how you going to carry a baby with that loose pussy, or how you going to explain to your husband that you will never fully reach your orgasm because your whole can swallow it instead of taking it.

A small smile appeared in my face knowing that she felt insecure about a guy not wanting her, after their little date. I went back to my room a little bit happy knowning that quanny put up this big persona knowing that she is more fragile then me. I have found a new fond of respect for Quincy because he didn't have sex with her today. Maybe he will be the one that change her life for the better. Hitting my head on the pillow i slowly send a prayer to God

" Hi God, i know i have not been talking to you on a daily basis but what matters is I am communicating to you right now. I am really sorry for always questioning you but it is not my fault that i cannot put my trust in someone because they always end up hurting me. This is the reason me and you are not on good terms right now, I am trying my best to have faith and patience for you to come and make my life better. I want to thank you for waking me up every day, giving me strength to keep on going. I also want you to bless the people that are less fortunate them me, give them the strength and security they need to keep fighting the life style they have. I want you to bless everyone even the bad ones make their heart pure of happiness and take all the hatred, jealousy, and anger from their heart. One last thing i want you to try to make quanny, my brother and my parents be better people in life and forgive them for all they did to me and all their sins.
In the name of Jesus
----Amen

After having a conversation to God i feel like a weight have been lift from my shoulders. It is sad that i only talk to God when i am feelling sad or emotions i dont want to feel. To have a better relationship with God i will try to talk every day of the week no matter if i dont need a favor.

Beep! Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
My alarm clock screeched in my ears waiting for me to hit the snooze button. Slowly taking my hands under the covers i hit it with all the force I have from waking up. Still laying in bed trying to prepare my body for frigid air thar was waiting for me. Finally deciding to get up i rush to the bathroom so i would not have to endure the cold. After being in the bathroom for 30 minutes. I went to my closet an picked out a regular yellow v- neck shirt with a black shorts. Fir my footwear i wore a shoe that i bought from payless. Over the years i use to envy the girls that use to have everything that is in fashion. I use to think you need couple of hundred dollars of clothes to look cool. I only figure this out two weeks ago that you dont need money to look good you just need a sense of style. So ever since i figure that out, i took out 300 dollars on my saving i went to payless, walmart and other stores that sell clothes for cheap. For the first time in my life i felt like a regular person.

Today is the first day that i wear the new clothes that i buy. Meandering upstairs to go make my family breakfast. I decided on something easy so i made pancake, eggs, and a homemade smoothie.

After 30 minutes i was finally done with the breakfast, i already made the table now all i have to do is separate the food. While separating the food, ray came down first looking good as usual with all nike clothes on. He simply took his plate before completely leaving the kitchen he did something that I only dream on. He slowly size me from head to toe, while he wss doing that i was preparing for the harsh comments and laughter. Instead today he just look at me with a smile and said "you look good today sis, when you actually try you look beautiful". I can actually see the truth he held with his words from his eyes i lowly smiled and said a quick thank you.

While in school i never felt so confident in myself before, some people were complementing me while others were hating. I really did not care about it at all because at the end of the day i am my own person and i am only pleasing me, myself, and I.

QUESTION OF THE DAY: would any of you wear the outfit i posted even if it is not a name brand outfit?

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