chapter 4

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ASA POV

walking to school is no joke all this twist and turns to go to a ratchet, no life school is not worth it.If i was not a goody i would skip but you know me the one that always get perfect attendance record.HOLD UP ,WAIT WHAT? did i just toot my on horn that felt good maybe i should do it more often, okay back to me complaining about how long this walk is.i feel like I'm never going to find this school with all this turn right ,then left even though i do this route two times each school day. My lazy self, GOD please let me have strength to not cry today by the rude comments these uneducated kids are going to say to me.

I say  a quick prayer when i start smelling the desperation mixed with weed, dry weave and some breath that need more than toothpaste to make it better. I'M SO WEIRD some people would of did the quick prayer when they saw the building ,but not me it got to point were you can tell you close just by smelling. Putting my head down as i walk through the dirty, unsteady fence that is the parking allot.

HERE GOES THE RUDE COMMENTS THAT LATER ON I'M GOING TO REPLAY IN MY HEAD TRYING TO CONVINCED MYSELF THAT IT IS NOT TRUE BUT END UP BELIEVING IT ANY AWAY.

''''''''HOW COULD SHE BE RELATED TO THE MOST POPULAR GIRL IN THE SCHOOL AND BE SO UGLY''''''

okay that hurts well thank you for comparing me and my sister hey at least i know i don't have a sucking dick bump on my lips OKAY NEXT COMMENT PLEASE i thought to myself

'''''''''''''''''''''''HEY ISN'T SHE RELATED TO QUANNY BUT WHAT HAPPEN TO HER WHERE IS THE COKE BODY OR THE SWAG''''''''''''''''''''''''

bitch i know you not talking about me because at least i have a little sefl respect not to let any boy that i know get in my pants yeah you thought you undercover but even i know about you I yelled in  my head.

thank you LORD i say in my head when the i finally make the front door of this school. walking really fast to my class i immediatly sat in my desk with my head down low trying not to think about the comments i heard today.  i hate i hate when people compare me with my brother or sister not knowing i got to go through the same thing at home.It makes me feel worthless i when people just think im suposed to act like them but i am my on person so dont judge me because who my brother is or my sister.

I KNOW I HAVE NOT UPDATE IN A WHILE BUT IM TRYING PLZ VOTE ,COMMENT AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THIS. I WILL ALSO LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR TAKING YOUR TIME READING MY STORY

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